its getting tiring.. the feeling all over again...

just came back from the parent teacher meeting... im glad... glad to have encouraging parents... great to have understanding parents... glad to have a teacher who cares... glad to have a teacher who respects my abilities... glad to know she doesnt look down on me and isnt as fierce as i thought she was...glad that the meeting went without a hitch..

but i cant help but feel a pinch of sadness... sad about the results.. sad that i didnt study as hard as i should.. sad on the time ive wasted.. sad on the bad habits thatve got me hooked.. sad that i dissapointed the huge hopes put on my shoulders... sad to dissapoint my friends...

now that its over and ive poured my feelings out.. i feel alot alot better... =))

i need a change in my life i really do... i need to perservere on and nevr give in.. im gonna give this a shot.. give this a try... if i dont make it.. i take it as His will.. and if i do i jump and thank Him... win or loose praise the Lord for He is my strenght... the past few days have been enormously tiring.. the late nights... the long hours... the projects to finish... aargggghhh jc life is really not for slackers...

the teachers were having a rock concert today at the canteen.. and i must say... teachers form quite a good rock band... =)) mr eugene tan really has a nice voice and crazy guitar skills... this teacher with the acoustic did a really good job of second hand serenade and jason mraz... =)and female teachers shouldnt sing howie day and jason mraz's songs.. i mean thats why the guys sing them.. =)) -applause to the teahchers who really have some music sense =)-... completed chapter 1 today because of the formidable group members.. =)) and of cos still to finish my eom... but i promise ill finish by tonight...

as the posts get more emotional and less narrative.. ive turned more serious and intent on passing the promos.. i really am...=/...Dear Lord i need Your guidance so bad... even my friends have noticed a change in me... BIG BIRD REALLY MADE MY DAY.. =))...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS KEEP SMILING.. NEVER RUB THAT SMILE AWAY COS IT HELPS TO KEEP THE PAIN AWAY...=)CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT FOR THE BBQ TOMOROW.. =)) YAYY TO BBQ'S HAHA..