coundown!!!

I'LL BE GOING OFF TO BEIJING IN A FEW HOURS TIMEAND I GOT MYSELF PRETTY EXCITED!!!... i'm leaving the house at 11.15 to head to the airport and i cant wait...

trips with my family has always been fun, i know a lot of people call me the family guy.. but honestly, this family is the one i always miss whenever i go overseas because i love them so much...

meeting today was great fun... :D i laughed till i couldnt laugh no more and my stomach muscles started to ache... barry and me were making the whole place alive with our comments and gestures and random hand raising moments in the choosing the menu for the gathering which i'll be missing cos of my trip to beijing.. :(... i'm going to miss the publicity group, not seeing them for so long..

I'm gonna miss going to school and the dear friends in school.. especially the s26 clique... tegoeh, pathi, jx, jq, joel... school wouldnt be the same without you people and i had a great time at macs today, playing bridge and talking whatever our tired minds had in mind (it rhymes!!)

Its going to be one heck of a three weeks coming up.. the beijing trip, yf camp and shanghai trip got me all wounded up... i'm excited for all these things but at the same time afraid it'll all wear me out.. pray for the Lord's sustainance and strength... =)

I'll try to update you all on the happenings in BEAUTIFUL BEIJING!.. lol... the rest of you in school enjoy schoool :D...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!

FAMILIAR FACES UNFAMILIAR MOTIVES...

Hello world... I've not been blogging the past week because all the rushing of corrections and gce and holiday lessons have been keeping me dam busy... now from eeling bored at home i feel that i've no room to breathe and need a break.. life's that ironical isnt it... when you feel like you miss studying and school because you have too much of a break when you actually get back to school too much is thrown in your face and you really need a break...

I find motivation to go to gce not just because its so close to trip and ive got no other choice.. its also because of the great people i've met and made friends with.. through thick and thin we suffer through all the long meetings in silence... we've been such a bonded group i feel.. especially team publicity.. we may be the noisiest but also the most productive when it comes to ideas dont you think =D... its good to crack jokes once in a while in a tense presenting atmosphere...

Familiar faces, unfamiliar motives... the faces i've not seen for a long time bring back memories of the past.. but somehow, the motives are all different now... from what used to be the past full of relaxed and laughing faces to faces now so tense and stressed in the light of the a levels.. people change and they dont just change overnight.. they change based on the environment they step into.. and i have to admit, ever since stepping into a jc from the first moment with 1s18 till now, the last moments with 1s26.. ive grown so much.. more confident in myself and the way i do things, i'm more mature in thought, i'm not rash in going into things like i used to, i feel that its a new me coming out from the secondary school days and into the pressure cooker a level system.. no time's is loss time if you make it happen...

When I met you for the first time after so long, i realised what i missed about you...your smile, your eyes and the way you talk... that moment when i realised that eveything that made sense didnt made sense anymore.. i realised that all the time my heart was leading me to the right place and i was trying to avoid the fact and admit defeat... like a mighty boxer falls to the floor in humilitation just because he cant take another punch.. i look at you helplessly, flashes of our past fly through my mind.. i didnt want that moment to end, but i was too helpless... too hopeless to do anything... he won, and i let him... I still remember and I will never forget your sweet smile...

WHATS PRIORITY IF YOU HAVE'NT GOT GOD ON THE TOP OF YOUR LIST...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! :D

I heard the econs paper was tough so all you a leveler's all the best for the rest of your papers~!


Fireflies- Owlcity (cover)
"Cos' I like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly... Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep cos everything is never as it seems"

Whats up with that!

MISSION X TOMOROW WHY? WHY.. I dread waking up early on normal days and now you want me to go to school on a saturday.. I'M SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THOSE TWO WEEKS OF LESSONS!...

Went out with aaron, shariful and parthi today... to do corrections at macs.. at least i finished one econs essay which is a huge accomplishment with the fact that ive not touched econs for so long.. and honestly not writing for so long made my handwriting a little hard to read.. and the faster i write the messier it gets, oh well... LOL..

She called me today and asked me the very same question that was on my mind... i think she knows me too well.. from the corner of my eye i used to look at her but now i get to see her face to face... i should be happy, i should shout with joy... but my heart still keeps hanging on to the fact that i cant seem to let go, i still love her... my heart skips a beat not because I'm guilty but because i dont know what to say.. she's the mystery that keeps me at bay..

I've been playing my guitar a lot these past few days and I've been slowly trying to find different styles of play from youtube videos...

She plays this song very well =)...

THOUGHTS, REGRETS, SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOT TO KEEP HANGING ON...

GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!!

PLEASE DONT END! =(

what an eventful picnic today under the suntec sun.. LOL... i suddenly thought of this phrase out of the many thoughts in my zonked out mind.. its not that i dont want to blog, its just i dont feel my life is interesting enough for you all discerning readers out there.. WHY eventful picnic under the suntec sun?.. well its just cos we're supposed to have a picnic in marina barrage today organised by mr chia joel and we ended up chilling in carrefour drinking cup walker and talking about life and going up to the arcade to shoot some hoops while waiting for joel to arrive.. the picnic didnt really happen at all, we lunched and ended up walking around marina square where i found all the things i wanted to buy.. SAVE UP SAVE UP, END OF YEAR SHOPPING SPREE HERE I COME!... =) and not to mention follow joel around countless shops in search of this mini bag to store his hp,wallet and ipod.. WHAT A GREAT "PICNIC".. =)

These few days had me jamming alot to the song THINKING ABOUT YOU BY KATY PERRY.. its a song that'll stick into your head and i can even remb the lyrics and chords by heart cos ive been listening to too many youtube renditions of this song... yes thats all i do at home, youtube, facebook, blog and play the guitar.. IS'NT LIFE AWESOME!...

The awesomeness is somehoe coming to and end now.. schools starting soon and the race is on to finish all those corrections i have.. damn... sleeping more than 8 hours has become a bad habit of mine and if i have less than that i'll be tired the whole day... i hope i get used to waking up early again...

These are all just random squiggles and rants.. its not in a particular order, what comes, comes.. I feel everytime I try to forget someone the more i miss that person... emotions and feelings are so irritable some times... i'm more the sentimental type and when i find someone i can relate too and am close to, though on the outside it seems like ive forgotten, on the inside i deeply miss her..

OKAY OKAY OKAY! THATS ALL FOLKS! I'm gonna youtube BOF... LOL

GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!
P.s not forgetting all the best to all the people taking the a's! dont give up you people can do it.. esp the 1s18 08' people, my montfort pals, the bowling peeps, amos and all my j2 friends...

realized

I hope you know and I know you know... Whenever life gives you lemons make lemonade... whatever life throw at you, dont complain just make the best out of the situation you're in... I was thinking about our yf on the way back home listening to the beat of leona lewis in my ear and thinking... i thought it would come naturally that the more time you spend with people around you the closer you get, but this group of youths are too small to sustain looking in the long run and being the passionate yf "elders" we try to make things happen... But nothing is.. I feel i've known everyone for so long and everyone is like family to me... sam, siyan, jm, amos, feli, steph, kev, sirui, martin, py and everyone else... its a predicament we're all facing and its a predicament even i cant control...

theres been a lot going on recently, its just that i'm too lazy to blog about it... =) the thing that impacted me most about last week was the visit to the old folks home near hougang cc... I felt the old people taught me a lesson, I remb the auntie with wrinkles etched across her face telling me her story of how she doesnt rely on anyone, not even her children... she excitedly tells me about her past and her way of life and the frequent visits to china.. she even has a motorbike license and a car license... impressed as i was what she gave off was a sense of humble yet strong character... that whatever we do in life, we shouldnt complain cos we should be satisfied with what we have and having more would be a bonus..

I thank God that after checkup, the doctor said my eyes were perfect and didnt see a need to see me till 6 months time just for a checkup to be sure, PRAISE THE LORD.. I thank the Lord that my grandma just had laser to clear the dirt in her lens and she's much happier being able to see better... Thank God for the friends I've made especially this year who've been so caring and dear... Thank God for helping me walk a closer walk with Him again... PLENTY TO THANK, COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS...


THINKING OF YOU- KATY PERRY
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

(PRE)
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

(V2)
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

(PRE)
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

(BRIDGE)
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your...

Your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door and
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

When I'm with her, im still thinking of you.. you're like a hard cany with a surprise center... I STILL CAN'T STOP THINKING OF YOU... Am I overobsessed, or has it all taken over me.. I just can't help myself, i wish i was looking into your eyes..

TILL ANOTHER DAY, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =D

HELLO!... Life's getting better day by day!.. And I dont want this life to end.. Having not to worry about anything else really makes the world go round.. and each aimless day seems to make itself enjoyable..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!
Went to joels party at aloha changi yesterday.. Happy birthday joel, hope you had a great 17th bro... =) we played uno stacko and ate and chatted.. it was great fun.. but the place was like in no mans land, i didnt see much people, actually no one was there at all when we alighted from the bus... changi is one creepy place man..




one year older one year wiser eh!... I'll always remb you as the crazy person in our class, the most comedic dude... and always the slowest out of the toilet.. =D HAPPY 17TH MAN!

Life's been pretty relaxing all of a sudden and i'm really enjoying it.. i finally got some cash to spend and i'm happy about it too... even though shanghai has really been a burden to me, i'm starting to like going for meetings more and more... even though mr yew is tough on all of us, i'm sure he means us well.. i'm starting to pull more load in the shanghai group because i really dont want to let this bunch of people down...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROHITH!!
It may be one day late but im dedicating this section to you!.. must be damn touched... mr fattest has been a great friend right from secondary school till now.. we've hung out so much and talked so much and i really cherish those moments... everytime in secondary school when we would make fun of people or in SR when we looked back at the memorable secondary school days.. NOW THAT YOU'RE FINALLY 18, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAT!.. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR A'S!

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

TIME IS PASSING BY TOO FAST

There's been so much going on lately!.. so much ive done so much to do and so much to be done... its been a happening week and I'm starting to feel so sad leaving the class that i so dearly love... everyone has been a great great friend and this class is definitely harder to part than last year cos we've been through so much in such a short time.. i hope everyone read the message i wrote on their cards on commendation day and everyone bucks up next year cos whereever we will be, its gonna be tough... =)

THE KING LOUIS!(30/10)
Our class decided to meet after commendation day at night after ccas at vivo... almost the whole class came, 17 of us in fact and i was pleasantly surprised... it was really a fun night out with the class... playing heart attack while waiting for the food to arrive, so slowly.. it was their trial opening so you cant really blame them... drinks were spilled, shouts all around, the whole restraunt was staring at these bunch of crazy youngsters... I had one heck of a time at that place and we camwhored A LOT.. 87 photos!... i'll let the pictures do the talking and you'll know how much fun we had.. I'M GOING TO MISS THIS CLASS, 1S26 09'... =D










=D food and great company.. what a night eh what a night!

HALLOWEEN!
It was halloween on saturday and my family went for the halloween horrors at the night safari.. the crowds were CRAZY!.. thousands of people were there for the event.. the queue to enter the even was mad, we had to sqeeze with barely one cm of space between each person... even though i found it pretty fun and it was my first halloween event, i hate to squeeze with the crowds... I found that the people who were acting as ghosts, pontianaks, scary clowns, mad possessed women, cinderella with a glass slippe sticking out of her head and even aladin with his hand broken on his lamp were all marvelous actors/actresses... they really made the event come to life.. and as for the scary ride, it started off normal introducing the animals and out of nowhere came the gates of hell.. where they attempted to make disney characters into a horror character... beauty finding his beast, ariel the mermaid cut open by her prince.. it was pretty spooky, but not frightening to say the least =)






I was feeling totally bored thats why i decided to blog.. life has been going a bit of course for me.. i'm getting my priorities wrong and misperceptions are starting to cloud my vision.. i remember pastor said that prayer could solve all your problems because God hears.. i think i should stop straying away from what i believe in, but rather stick to it fervently and with reverance... I'm changing today for the better, keep my bad habits out and my good habits in...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL! =D...