Sunday, April 25, 2010

Hello world


When we say (Juice box)- AJ Rafael
"He better be treating you good treating you right... This is the part where we say we're in love and the part where we have our first kiss, but this ain't a movie and I know you can't come with me"

Sometimes in a relationship it can never be how we want it to be... Now that its so far gone and I'm still having memories of you... all i want to know is that he's treating you right...

I've been getting into the groove of studying after such a long time and I'm finally getting some work done for the mids... I'm going to give it my 110 percent all the way to the a's and like al said in her valedictorian speech, without hard work and picking yourself up when you fall, you'll never get out of what you just fell into... God please grant me with the strength...

BOWLING A DIVS ON MONDAY! Though its a holiday for us the bowlers still have to come to school for a divs, COME ON TEAM SR, TOP 5 HERE WE COME! :D... the singles are on monday and i hope all our hard work, the sweat and tears we've put into training will finally pay off.. we may be the dark horses but we'll show them who's boss on the alley... :)PLAY OUR BEST!

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Time is short just live it

HELLO WORLD


-Beautiful Saviour- Planetshakers

I've been listening to planet shakers off you tube recently and now i can't get my ears off their songs.. their gratification to God in their lyrics and great rhythm and melody in their songs.. All for the glory of God

I THANK EVERYONE.. for being so concerned about the plight i seem to have found myself in... all the close friends of mine who smsed called and talked to me.. I'm so motivated not to let my friends down now, not to let my parents down.. especially not to let God down, He's given me so much and what have i given i return?... I now know why friends make the person I am today, because you all care...

I'm trying to fit the pieces of my life back into your jigsaw puzzle...

I pod touch!!!!! I'm really hoping it'll be mine after the mids :)

Now its all flustered random thoughts but when I look around and think about things I tend to look far beyond into the future and what might happen... what happened to us, once close friends no miles apart.. time circumstances and many other things made me loose a friend like you.. much as I have no time to even breathe I wish life wouldnt be this way...

I'm excited because the A'divs are just a week away! COME ON BOWLERS :D

TILL ANOTHER DAY, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING... you can see i'm rattling on in no chronological order.. this is compete madness at 1 am

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I'm tired, tired of everything life has thrown at me in the face this year..
It's been hectic, it's been demoralizing, it's been draining and every ounce of me is fading...
I once thought i could conquer this but now I'm second guessing
I once felt life was hopeful but now I'm just slipping up
I thank you all the teachers for believing in me, especially my form teacher, its a fight of the mind body and soul between me myself and I and no one else...
If anyone is to win, it has to start with me, so dear God, please let me win this battle that I'm struggling to fight, that I'm fading away...
Let the flame that once burned strong find it's light again.. GOD WILL MAKE A WAY, I'm very sure of it

That's when i stumbled upon this song.. "Don't stop believing"- Glee cast

"Hold on to that feeling"

I've got to find what i once thought i found...
Its like hitting a wall the rate I'm going... I can't seen to go past this barrier..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Thank you Lord for your sacrifice

"Jesus Christ I think about your sacrifice you became nothing, poured out to death.. and every time, I marvel at your gift of love I'm in that place once again, I'm in that place once again... Once again I looked upon the cross where you died, I'm humbled by your mercy and I'm broken inside... Once again I thank you, once again pour out my life... THANK YOU FOR THE CROSS, MY FRIEND"

Its easter Sunday once again and this song pretty much summarizes it... The Lord came down to die on the cross for us all... How great a love than this... I had an awesome good friday and an even better sunday organising games for the children was awesome... Now i just got to settle back down to hectic school life.. just 5 weeks plus to the mids and I need to start showing some results and studying before i procrastinate my way to the A's.. PROCRASTINATION KILLS...

I know this was another unproductive weekend and every time i come to a monday feeling i've wasted away the rest of my long weekend doing NOTHING.. maybe i did a bit of work but its nothing much at all... :(

Friday with the clique at yuki yaki after intensive easter performance rehearsals were great... we ate from 7.30 to 10.30... but it was one heck of a meal... we fried ice cream talked and had fun.. I wish everyday could be like this...

I PASSED MY BTT( basic theory test)!!!!! WOOOOO! :).. it wasnt that hard to tell you the truth.. just read through the book once and you'll get through... practical lessons here i come.. :DDDD

Okay I have to go do my work now and hopefully find some kind of groove to chiong all the way till the a's... GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING PEOPLE...

Thursday, April 1, 2010

No not when it comes to you and me

HELLO WORLD!!! :D... schools been demanding and extremely tiring... i dont know what has gone to me but everytime i tell myself to study especially for the past two days, my eyes just dont let me... when i get home after dinner, its hard to think about studies because your mind is so exhausted it wants sleep and rest... i know all the motivational talks may have finally woke me up and i really have the motivation to study these days... but its been tiring, too tiring

NUS, SMU, NTU came today to give us talks about university courses and even set up booths during todays ct period and to look at all the cut off for the universities especially SMU and econs which i plan to take my path on, i find that if i dont work hard if i dont put in my 200 percent, ill not make it anywhere locally.. so for the moment after looking through all the borchures and pamphlets though my mind is stil partially in a daze on where to go, i have my eyes set on the business faculty in all the three major uni's.. with God's grace, he'll set light a path thats best for me I'm sure...


She was Mine- AJ Rafael feat Jesse Barrera
Excellent song to chill out to whenever I'm doing my work or even walking down those streets thinking about her... "No matter you go, I wont be very far cos in my head ill be right there where you are"... :)

Its a busy busy weekend... i need to make time for studying honestly... BUT I LOVE THE LONG BREAK! :D... Basic theory test for driving on saturday.. pray that i'll make it!!...

-If I didnt have friends, i just don't know where i would be now... i would barely try to imagine- :)

GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!