She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
Bm A
On a snow white Christmas Eve
D A
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy
Bm A
With the baby in the backseat
D A Bm A
Fifty miles to go and she was running low, on faith and gasoline
G
It'd been a long hard year
D A
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
Bm A
She was going way too fast
D A
And before she knew it she was spinning
Bm A
On a thin black sheet of glass
D A
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
Bm A
She didn't even have time to cry
G D
She was so scared, she threw her hands up in the air


A
Jesus take the wheel
E
Take it from my hands
Bm D
Cause I can't do this on my own
A
I'm letting go
E
So give me one more chance
Bm D
Save me from this road I'm on
D A Bm A D A G
Jesus take the wheel


D A
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
Bm A
And the car came to a stop
D A
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat
Bm A
Sleeping like a rock
D A
And for the first time in a long time
Bm A
She bowed her head to pray
G D
She said I'm sorry for the way, I've been living my life
G D
I know I've got to change, so from now on tonight



A
Jesus take the wheel
E
Take it from my hands
Bm D
Cause I can't do this on my own
A
I'm letting go
E
Just give me one more chance
Bm D
Save me from this road I'm on
A E Bm D
Oh Jesus take the wheel
A
Ohh I'm letting go
E
So give me one more chance
Bm D
Save me from this road I'm on
Bm D
Just from this road I'm on
A Bm
Jesus take the wheel
A D A
Oh, take it, take it from me
Bm A Bm - A
Oh whaaaa ooooh......

END

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL TAKE IT FROM MY HANDS... cos i cant do this all on my own.. im letting go.. im letting go... i know that ive failed everyone this time.. but i know jeses has my back.. im letting him drvie my life

STUDY DATE WITH STEPH AND MOS TOMOROW!!woots .. =)

THIS JUST SUCKS... THIS TOTALLY SUCKS... i dont know what to do.. i have no idea... DEAR LORD CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME?... im a confused person when judgement day came... im stood rooted in expectation and hopes... i stood rooted thinking that the cliche phrase "with evey dark cloud there is a silver lining" would somehow happen to me... WELL IT DIDNT... i was left with dark clouds hovering all all around... i just couldnt believe... couldnt believe this was happening to me... what did i do wrong ?... what did i fail in?... the thoughts hovered and faded... but emotion eventually set in when i heard regina talking to the class.. when i heard mr tan comfort us and the teachers curiously looking over to see who were the "unlucky ones"...

music was always my comfort for any situation.. but this time it totally didnt help... i listened in a daze.. what to say to my family... what to say to my friends... what to say to my siblings... am i a good example at all?...i hate being compared...and the traditional fear filled me... this was it... this had my name writen all over it.. and i knew throughout the year... the things that happenened.. that this isnt going to be a fairy tale ending...

i can honestly tell you im confused..wavering between staying here in where i feel is home... or leaving and going into untested poly grouds?... i feel a strong urge for both... im wavering in the middle... i dont know what to do... retaining.... it doesnt sound good.. but ive got the benefit of doing this all over again... and do it well....

IM SORRY... sorry 1s18 that i cannot be there for you all and be your class rep every again... sorry mum and dad.. i dissapointed you all the most... sorry my dear friends esp marcus who studied with me and had so much faith... i really woke up too late... sorry all who prayed for me and was with me through this promo period.. amos steph jm sy feli.. all the church ppl... i dissapointed myself....the hopes and expectations.... i played with fire and i didnt wear no protective gear...

I guess in life.. all you need to do is move and dont make a fuss about whats already done... because like kid rock says... "LET THIS ROLLERCOASTER RIDE ON, COS WE'RE STILL GONNA HAVE A GOOD TIME"... i really had a great and memeorable j1 year... and the friends i made are really amazing... i had so much fun and the memories and forever etched in this mind...

I NEED YOU DEARLY LORD... NEED YOUR GUIDING HAND... I KNOW IVE BEEN FAR... I KNOW I HAVE... BUT IM WILLING TO CHANGE.. BECAUSE I WANT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE...

PRESUMPTION IN THE AIR... if i say something... dont twist it the other way will you?

heyyy people... back ranting... ranting about what has past and what i think is about to come...

sunday was church.. and pastor yaps message really hit home... it told me of how when people leave the war field...you still carry on fighting for the Lord... it told me... it was a sign.. that if i should retain that i take it with pride and glory.. with all that i have go for gold... my pathway litted a never seen before light... now after all that doom and gloom.. retaining doesnt seem like the end of the world at all... like my mum said " if you choose this route.. you should end with it".... i want to be that christian left in the battle grounds... i want to fight till the end for the Lord... i wont give up... i'll never back down... poly's 3years seem sooo sooo far... its times like these that the Lord is my strength...

i regret... taking all the plunges and not knowing whats below... this time the plunge was way too deep and it sunk my ship...sunk all the hopes and expectations i carry with myself...i always thought i was outgoing and at the same time a pretty smart person... coming to a jc.... i thought i could ace this curriculum... but it proved taxing and tough... without friends this would've been one hell of a drag...

HOPE... i hope a lot of things... i hope that people would stop procrastinating and come straight to the point... i hope for the world and its voilence to come to a standstill.. i hope for the future i have always dream of... i theres hope.. there light.. and if theres light theres bound to be a way out... =))

today with you made me feel like myself... i dont care what other people think because you are one hell of a friend and i have to admit one of my best buddies in school... i can relate... i can advice.. i can talk... but none as heartwarming and as heart to heart as with you...

i despise the desperados... i despice those that think theyve got it all but the fact is they lack the most.... i think the people who are desperate for that girl and are raging over with hormones to get her in their arms are just plain sickos...

I HAVE ALOT TO LOOK FORWARD TO.. ALOT TO LIVE.. AND TILL THE DAY I LET MY HAIR DOWN.. I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME MAN... =)till another day people... byeee!!

THE PRETTY METROPOLIS OF VANCOUVER...=)
its wasnt known for what it was...
dated old fashioned... out of the way...
just a land.. a barren land...

now its full of life.. so of story.. full of songs..
its the hub of what is canda now...
many people call vancouver a city of coffee,nightlife and fashion..

whenever you recall the past and think about the present..
how we change how we evolve..
the reflections never show the old... always the new...
how can history ever help...
how can it ever repeat itself?...
why cant we invent a mirror that tells of our future and not just reflect the present...
because when the truth hits us it hits us smack in the face...

im finding solace in even the most simple of things...
like a nice lunch...
a walk down kovan with my mp3 humming in my ear...
a quiet morning walk...
knowing the person in the car who drives by...
smashing bowling pins inside out...
laughing and smiling with my friends...
having heart to heart chats...
finding that someone knows you exist...
playing KILLER pool =)...

some people may ask "WHY CANT YOU EVER LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE?"
if a puzzle looses a piece wouldnt it loose its value and perfection?..
wouldnt it seem wrong and unfitting?....

im starting to think.. think about life as it is and will be..
am i looking at the big picture?...
if you're not looking at the details... you're never right....

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... HOPE MY DAD RECOVERS FROM HIS OPERATION WELL... AND GOD BLESS...=)

MY 120TH POST... =)... this blog has come a long way... and ive just realised.. so have i... since the day i stepped into this jc... this jc called srjc... the many friends ive made.. the bonds that will never ever break... now everything looks as if its falling apart.. looks as if its gonna end soon.. so very soon... PW is ending in 2 to 3 weeks time... im going to miss each and everyone in SR119... everyone in team A STAR... school life for j1 is going to end soon too... ill probably retain.. its not a good feeling but ill have to swallow those hidden emotions and just move on with life... i love my friends in 1s18...in srjc... my retainee freinds tell me its gonna be tough staying behind... i know... i tried my best i really did... i tried to put the blame on alot of things.. but i know most of whats happening now is because of me... complacency... slacking offf... i'm going to miss the fun we all had...i'm going to miss the 2009 j1 batch... its a sinking feeling... it really is... =/...

these few days have been an emotional roller coaster ride... monday left me shell shocked and completely stunned... i totally didnt know what to do... and everywhere i turned the faces were of blank despair...even my dearest friend... chad... seemed like he couldnt take the blow...it didnt have to be this way... only if all of us were more hardworking... i dont get to see you again do i?....

PW GROUP SR119.. aka: TEAM A STAR... the memories we have had so far.. =)














the FUN we had... we are just one hell of a pw group... by the way... the last photos not trying to be offensive.. jsut trying to compare how small gays hands are and how big mine are..x)).. AAAAASSTTARR!!..rawr

OP today was pretty fun.. considering we did it last minute.. turned out not as good as the other groups.. but im sure we'll flatten the oppostiiton once we get on a roll!... =)meeting my pw grp takes me away from depression...

today was pretty fruitful.. i wanted to bowl my frustrations alone.. but maxi and bh made the day much better... =) thanks angela for the orange umbrella!!.. saved my computer and my life... hehe....

WANT to also thank shermaine...for her constant support.. cos she's the man!!... fabien for always being my buff brother... amos for being there.. rohith john and eterna for being the friends i know i can have a good time with... marcus and chad whom i know i can totally trust... and all those who care... THANK YOU ALL..

im gonna miss it all... MISS IT ALL...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUMMY AND DADDY!...

HAPPY 18TH ANNIVERSARY.. to my dear parents... they nutured me... brought me up. without them there isnt me... we siblings prepared something really special for them today and im glad it went really really well... a saturday well spent i must say.. =)
THE CANDLES OF LOVE... PRETTY NEAT EH.. x)

blow it out... 18 years strong... I LOVE THEM

the collages we made for them... i hope they like it...

the video is pretty blurrish cos there were different ppl holding the camera.. but the overall sound is alright... i think i did the jason mraz song pretty well.. must admit didnt have much practice.. x)).. and the bongo part was totally impromptu..hehe.. but it turned out great!!.. and the joint performance of demi lovatos song also went well... SOO ONCE AGAIN... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUMMY AND DADDY.. we love you all alot alot alot alot... =)

I somehow find myself caught in the middle... theres nothing i can do about it is there?... i promised her... promised her that i wont be that person... but i think its just not going right...

MONDAY!!>.... SOOO ENTAGONISING... only 1 more day left... imagine.. one whole stack of papers in front of you... T-T stressful bodoh... the stress that we jc students face is unimaginable.. WHAT IF I GET RETAINED?... WHAT IF I FAIL EVERYTHING?... what if???... just push all that what if's aside and devote it fully to the Lord because he knows whats best for us... IF I RETAIN LET IT BE... IF I GET PROMOTED... PRAISE THE LORD!!... win loose praise the Lord... theres nothing i can do about it now is there?... PW TOMOROW... =)... JW TOMOROW I THINK.. MATH TUITION TOMOROW... CHURCH TOMOROW.... its going to be a great day.. =)till another day... keep on chilling and GOD BLESS!

3 MORE DAYS... I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GONNA HAPPEN

SRJC has been one hell of a ride... JC eduction has been one hell of a ride... the most scary roller coaster in my life... i always thought i would never retain but the truth is staring straight in my face... tough.. its just tough isnt it... you always go through different phases and come out unfazed.. but this time it hit... on the 13 of october.. that fateful day.. hands will be trembling... hearts will be hoping... i really hope none of us get retained.. i want to see 1S18..all 23 of us in j2 next year!! =)

we have to turn optimistic cos thats me.. the more people inject negativity into me.. the more positive i become.. believe that...

the friends ive made over the past few months have not only been phenomenal.. but great people... the 1s18 bunch... the PL's... the OGL's... the council people...the bowling people.. Camp aspire friends... all these people are the best and will forever stay in my heart... cos they are just phenomenal friends...

these few days so far have been.. POST MORTEM... CHINESE... PEEE DOUBLE U(learnt from sherms)...so life is school has been slack but great fun.. =))

MONDAY!!
didnt do much.. all post mortem and stuff.. pretty bleh.. cos i got to know i screwed up my gp.. and i screwed up my maths...

TUESDAY!!
pretty fun.. but still a little bleh...PW WAS FUNNN... watched rohith and his class play a little risk... cos i totally didnt know how to play that game.. i sat out...x)).. math math math.. confirm U... no doubts man...
bowling with marucs boonhao and chadd... great fun great fun!!.. =))

THIS IS WHAT NO LIFE PEOPLE DO IN KFC..
cos boonhao was eating sooo slow so chad made a mashpotato bone cake for him x))
went running afterwards with chad and marc... i just realised my fitness level dropped but i still can "tahan" 4km!!.. haha... felt great aftert the run.. and i found a new fave place to run!!... hehe...

WED!!!!
CCAAAAAAAA.... YAAYYY..yeah and GP.. totally screwed up.. dont talk about it.... pool was screwed up... but ccas made my day better.. =))... had so so so much fuunnn... even though im apprehensive of my place in the school team.. =/...

THURS!!!!!!
CHINESE AND PW... chinese waass ookkk i guess... but pw was really fun with A STAR today!!!... hehe..... as usual we met up again... and not short of fun at all...

THIS IS WHAT PPL DO WHEN WE WAIT TOO LONG FOR SOME PPL!!...
right gay and radeya?... hahaha
you see a pig there so its obviously done by the queen of pigs... aka peiling.. x))
and the absoulute tom cruise... haha...

then i went out with john eterna and rohith... the lousy service... i shant mention the name of the phone here... then after pasta mania.. we chatted... and i went with rohith to preair his phone at suntec.. before heading for coffee at gelare.. THANKS FOR THE TREAT =))...

CANT WAIT FOR THE OUTING ON 25TH OCT!!!!>.. 4E2 BACK TOGETHER AGAIN... YEAH!!... hope everyone can make it... I KNOW THIS IS A LONG POST.. SORRY IF ITSS TOO NARRATIVE AND BORING.. BUT I JUST FELT LIKE TYPING!!!=))...

NEX TARGET... ACE THE OP'S... OWN THE WR.. KILL THE IANDR... ROCK THE STAND CHART 10KM!!!.... TILL ANOTHER DAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!.. =)

III WWAAANNNTTT!!!...

THAT WAS TOTALLY RANDOM...

I'M DOWN IM OUT... I'M NOT ON STERIODS!..

BUT I DONT MIND TAKING SOME NOW..

MUSCLES ACHING...

HHEELLOOO... precariously balancing on a tight rope...

JUST FINISHED 2.6KM.. IN 16 MINUTES.. so slow... lol... went to seragoon park to run... and i just realised after having no pe for so long... because of my eye... my fitness level deproved.. and my 2.4 timing's now 14.5 mins... noooo... it was 1 minute faster... NEVERMIND.. i will chiong till i improve... my target by the end of the year is to run 10 km in less than an hour.. and 2.4 in 11 mins... =))

PW today was great... A RAY OF HOPE.. the corny project title our grp chose.. lol... ray charles.. a ray of hope... great pun.. haha.. dont laugh... brilliant ok.. x))..cant wait for the pw meeting at gays house on sunday... cos this pw grp is sooooo going to ace pw.. cos we're A STAR!..

enough of all the gloom of rituals... i almost teared this morning in the temple.. i almost... but i remembered.. that ahgong wanted me to carry on with life.. and be happy.. so i shall. i love you ahgong and you know that... i miss you awfully... i miss you bucket loads... i hope i do well this promos for you... =/

im gonna take this week to destress... then next weeks gonna be all work no play...=/ poor old me... we have to chiong WR, OP, I&R.... CHINESE... when will this moshpit of work just stop... i guess i landed myslef in this mess.. i have to clean it up... really have to...



I LOOKED AT HER.. I SMILED... am i too smitten to even tell her what my true feelings are... sometimes girls are just too complicated...you cant tell if they like you or not... theyre minds are not as direct as us guys... they dont go in for the kill.. they dont let their hormones flare about...i really dont know... its just crazy that we're now so close... i didnt even think she would look at me ... WHAT DO I DO NOW... =/...

TODAY IS A FUFILLING DAY... I RAN... I LAUGHED.. I SMILED... I REFLECTED... I "BIO-ED"... I JUST NEED YOU TO SAY YES... TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING THAT SMILE... =)

I MISS THOSE DAYS... =/...

FIRST THINGS FIRST... EAGLE EYE!!!!!!!!!!... 0.0... THE BEST ACTION MOVIE BY FAR!!..
if you dont watch this movie you seriously have missed out on something dam great man.. eagle eye is the best movie of 2008!(those that ive watched so far that is)... its briliant and exciting storyline.. the action moments that never keeps you looking down... all the way till the end i was on the edge of my seat wondering what was gonna happen next.. AMAZING STEVEN SPEILBERG INDEED... he has done it once again man... 9.5/10 rating... great visuals... great plot.. star studded cast... for action fanatics and even non action fanatics cos it will turn you into one.. haha...



SHAIA IS ONE OF THE BEST IN USA...=)

that was wednesday afternoon with my family... =))

WEDNESDAY NIGHT!!...
wednesday night was or rather 5 onwards was with the NUM GANG... we got back together... the best friends bunch... =)) so so so much fun to be honest.. i really enjoyed myself... =)) chloe sherms ger sasha fabs bryant jay... the bunch of us got back together for a reunion dinner of sorts...

went pretty extravagant... we went to sushi tei... the meal cost a bomb seriously... but fabien abosrbed half of what we have to pay so it actually wasnt that ex.. the rich kid... THANKS FABS... =) we relived the old times man... jokes and crapping around.. i really miss that bunch alot.. so much so that we couldnt even bear to leave each other at 10.30 after walking rounds around gardens.. haha... took alot alot of photos but none of them is with me.. so hehe will upload next time i guess.. =)

as usual we the craz-ay bunch.. barked at the dogs when they barked... asked for pizza at a prata stall... and still went to chomp for dessert... i went home with a hole in my wallet.. but i was still freaking happy i have no idea why... I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY AND WE REALLY NEED TO MAKE THIS A WEEKLY THING.. X))... thats if we all werent in jc and we could pon pw and chinese... x))...


OH WELL.. .LIFE IS JC IS TOO ROUTINE ITS BORING.. THATS WHY I LOVE THE SLACK NEW TIMETABLE MAN!!.. =)) HEHE... 13 OCTOBER... IM SERIOUSLY SCARED THE DAYS TICK BY AND I HAVE TO FACE THAT FATEFUL DAY ALL BY MYSELF... =/... RESULTS ARE TREH SCARIEST PART OF TAKING EXAMS HONESTLY... HONESTLY... I DONT MIND DOING PW EVERYDAY COS I L-O-V-E MY GRP MEMBERS.. WE ARE ONE HECK OF A CONFIDENT TEAM AND WITHOUT ONE PERSON.. THIS TEAM JUST WOULDNT BE A STAR... =)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... LOVE CLASSS.. LOVE THIS SLACK TIMETABLE... =))PEACE AND KEEP SMILING Y-A-H!..