Blogger is screwed

NO PHOTOS, COS BLOGGER IS SCREWED.. it just doesnt allow me to do anything

I'm all rested up and ready for school!.. I miss school life, and being at home all day is extremely extremely boring... drowzy meds are only left with one more day of medication, i aint got no flu anymore and im fit as a fiddle.. SO! I should be back in school by friday... i really need school to kickstart my momentum.. as petrina just reminded me, 9 more weeks to promos!... Better kickstart my revision status and catchup on my chem that is always lagging behind cos i just dont seem to have enough motivation to study chem...

I'M GOING TO BE AN AUTOMATIC GOOD BOY FOR THE FIRST TIME AND GO DO MY FURTHER CURVE SKETCHING AFTER THIS BLOG POST... hopefully finish both further curve sketching and inequalities by friday.. and finish whatever i need to of econs... start my econs revision... and of course do trigger notes for history which ive been delaying since the end of time.. I think all this staying at home has got me so bored I have to turn to mugging to pass my time away..

WILL RUN'S COMING, im excited, but i may not even run this years will run, cos of my mc and i feel extremely deflated letting my classmates run this run for me is the worst thing that could happen... I feel like a liability man... I REALLY WANT TO RUN!... damn...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEEPS! HOME LIFE IS GETTING THE BETTER OF ME, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!! =DD

And you wrote a book

I got a weeks mc cos of the flu and fever i caught this morning...

A week would mean a lot of things... A week would mean a well deserved long break for a tired jc student who is feeling so much stress in jc life.. A week would mean missing a weeks worth of lessons and finding it hard to keep pace after that..A week would mean catching up on the topics i really havent mastered yet... A week would mean trying to get well soon.. A week would mean missing my great friends in school..

I felt horrible this morning, fever and flu really takes toll on your body.. but now that i feel a lot better and safe thanks to the Lord and his blessings on me.. For I know that it's in the valleys I grow, its in the valleys I grow... the flu pandemic has struck so many today and the clinic on this monday morning was so crowded we had to wait 2.5 hours just to see the doctor.. everyone's wary and tired, wearing masks that dont fancy them.. from the looks in their eyes, the fatigue and sadness, you can just invision this flu hitting us like a ton of bricks..

She called me to ask me if im fine.. I could only stammer a reply.. "Don't worry, I feel great." it's just because i dont want you to get worried, its because i dont want your day to start off wrong.. SAME OLD SAME OLD..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!
(P.S- BLOGGERS STILL NOT LETTING ME UPLOAD PICTURES =((

my happpy 18th! =D

THIS IS GOING TO BE ONE LONG EMOTIONAL POST!!!

I HAD ONE HECK OF AN 18TH BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY AND THIS POST IS GOING OUT TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE THIS DAY ALL THE MORE SPECIAL FOR ME =)..

1S26!
I thanks all of you for being the thoughtful class that you are and surprising me in front of all the sp students outside the lt! =D... I thank you all for that amazing amazing card to me, that nice chocolate cake, the cookie monster!, the cute little stuff that lights up and that new pencil case... you all have to be the best class I've ever had! (so touched so touched)
Especially to:
Pet- thanks for being such a great friend! I really appreciate you all planning all this for me and I really so touched till tears almost filled my eyes =D
Jiaxin- Don't worry I won't be crying COS IM MAN WHAT.. XDD but to have found a friend who has so similar music taste is just fate!.. hahah.. =) thanks for making this 18 great, you random-nizer!
Jiaqin- !!!! the most noisiest person in my class =D.. ive never met someone as noisy as you!.. thanks for being there and writing the longest note though its full of random stuff lol... "L" lol =D
Tegoeh- The brother from another mother! lol.. thanks for always being the person i can trust the most! Continue to be the TOP STUDENT MAN!~!~!
Sam- The ultimate blur queen!.. =D we'll confirm promote with HIGH rank points ah you promise!.. Your blurness always makes me laugh, honest... ;)shariful!hahha!
Bor Hwey- Only know how to make fun of people in front of their faces ah!.. =D you've been one great friend to have in those down days!
Liqing- I still remb that message you sent me... I'll remb you for life.. =DD You've been someone i can talk to and definitely rely on, one of the nicest people i know
Joel- Thanks man for being the most random and craziest person ive ever seen in my life.. STAY PENTIUM 2!!! woooo
Viki- Love the cake you drew for me on the card! Thanks for always being the great friend and classmate.. (you should teach shuwen to draw like you! hahah!)
Shuwen- 0.0 stop eating lah!!!! Little mis glutton.. You've been one funny person in the class.. I cant help but laugh when you tell me you go on a diet cos i really know you'll end up eating.. LOL.. dont worry you're NOT fat you dont need a diet!.. =) thanks for the nice card you gave me( honestly, you draw me pretty well ;D)
And to all the other people in class who wished me well on that day... THANK YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCH.. mok, kl, parthi, sya, siting, shina, yixuan,adam.. YES EVERYONE THANK YOU SO SO MUCH! =D

To Rohith and Ibrahim:
THANKS SQUIRREL AND RAT!.. for the nice I LOVE SINGAPORE SHIRT.. confirm wear it everyday to show off to the world how much i love my nation.. LOL.. I have been so close to you guys since the good old secondary school days and till now when we're facing the pressures of jc life, youa ll never fail to make me smile... ROHITH STOP EATING! AND IBRAHIM YOU JOKES REALLY NOT FUNNY... xDD

To the wusses(Shariful, Aaron, BoonHao):
THANK YOU!!!.. for bringing a smile to all my sad days....i know that when i am with you all ill always end up laughing or smiling cos you all are the most funny people ive ever met in my jc life.. .=DDD Boon with his indecisiveness and millions of eye candies! Probably one of my best friends in jc... Shariful with his power packed poems and great advice... Aaron with his funny comments and "magnificent" view of life... SERIOUSLY, YOU TURN MY FROWN UPSIDE DOWN!.. thanks for being the thoughtful friends you always are!..

To the band:
You all light up my life.. THANKS FOR THAT CRAZY SURPRISE THAT SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME.. lol... Bryant- Your power packed guitar skills never seem to amaze me, thanks for being the brother i always could count on!... Fabs- yah you yes you! you think you muscular you big lah!!.. Rob- eeehh bassist, thanks for wearing that ghost mask that almost made me pee my pants ROFL!.. Jamie- Keyboadist, you are on made woman!..hahah... YOU ALL ROCK =D

To the NUM CLIQUE!:
Sherms:Thanks for baking the cookies I so love sherms! =DD you must be the sweetest girl ever... Love your random humor and infectious laugh face.. =D
Chloe: you volleyballer you!.. you've been an encouraging beam of light and it was sweet of you to buy me a gift.. I find mysefl the most comfortable when I'm with you.. SPIKE!
Bry: dont talk lah!
Fabs: Dont lie i know you're the mastermind! =D

Lastly to that special "someone":
THANKS FOR THE WELL WISHES!.. I honestly was touched by your sms and the efort you did to stay up till so late for me.. thanks for the gifts that i'll never ever forget... YOU REALLY BRING EVERYTHING TO MY LIFE.. =DD

TO EVERYONE WHO BOTHERED STAYING UP TILL 12 MIDNIGHT TO SMS ME! I WAS AWEFULLY TOUCHED! THANK YOU!

TO EVERYONE WHO'S WISHED ME ON FACEBOOK, ON MSN, BY SMS, CALLING ME OR SIMPLY SHAKING MY HAND IN SCHOOL!.... THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH COS YOU MADE MY DAY EVEN BETTER THAN BEFORE! =)

What actually happened on my birthday?
Let me give you a summary!
I got surprised outside the LT4 by the sweetest class on earth 1s26 after sp meeting in front of all the retainees and j2's heading to lecture..
I got a nice patriotic shirt from rohith and ibrahim!..
I had a great time with the wusses at macs, camwhored, studied and talked!
I had one heck of a shock when the band ambushed me at my house with ghost masks!
I went for dinner ;D

I HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY ON THE 23/7/2009 COS YOU ALL MADE THIS SPECIAL!!!!!! =) LOVE ALL OF YOU

Wishing a happy birthday to Angeline as well!!! =) the two people born on the best day on earth.. LOL! to the church friends, the school friends, the montfort buddies, the band mates, the relatives.. THANK YOU! =DD

Will post the photos when i get them! =D what long emotional post... GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm happy, I feel blessed, I feel more mature, I dont know whats gonna happen, I just live from day to day, I think 18's a good number, I know they're all here to stay.. =D

JUST A FEW MORE HOURS!.. =)

Tiring tiring day... my muscles are hurting everywhere.. i dont know if i can even start... pain to the max on every muscle in my body... bowling training only made it worse.. shoulder aches, thigh muscle aches, bicep and tricep aches... =/

From that time when i felt i should choose this route.. to that time i had a naiive mind thinking i would never regret this choice at all... life has changed so much and i feel shortchanged.. not reading that warning label that told me to change my bad habits before that pile of stress hits you like a ton of bricks.. and till today i still feel shortchanged, looking back at those glorious days in secondary school where we could get away with eveyrthing and anything with common knowledge.. its a different game, its a tiring game..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE!.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!! =DDD

i love my family

EARLY 18TH AT JUMBO!















the presents!

THANKS FAMILY FOR A GREAT 18TH EARLY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AT JUMBO!.. =D I've been growing up in a really supportive family with great people in it.. my uncles who's always been so endearing in giving advice and giving me stuff =)... my grandma and popo who's been the wisdom and motivation in jc life... my parents who have been the driving force in everything i do and in everything i succeed in i owe to them... my cousins who's been great companions with me since the dawn of time, i remember drowning flies in vinegar with you guys.. my siblins who i always miss when i go overseas and love so so dearly... THANK YOU ALL!=D i had a great one..

as i blew the candles on the cake i know im getting older, of course thank the people in church who came up to me to wish me well.. pastor yap, auntie stella and many more... in just 4 more days ill be "legal" and one year older.. what a reality...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, THE WORK AWAITS ME
GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =)

weekends are the love!

CAN YOU SMELL IT IN THE AIR!!!! THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE BODOH!.. hahah =DDD *wheels over in happiness, heaves a sigh of relief and plomps on his bed smiling*.. if its one thing i look forward to at the start of the week is the end of it!.. =D




1S26!
Took photos today to give a good memorable farewell to rixin.. but while everyone was smiling, the girl who was we did all this for is busy giving a sad/ funeral/ about to die/ thinking about her past crimes/ stoning/ couldnt care less FACE... sometimes i wonder in awe.. (and viki siad she looked muscular in the second photo, where got lah viki, you look fine.. lol)

Time has flown past, got back the report book from mdm wong today.. and i have 40 points, compared to the 4 points i had last year.. I'M EXTREMELY PROUD OF MYSELF.. i couldnt have done it without the Lord who was my main motivation in everything i do... praise the lord... and also everyone who's been so greatly supportive ..especially my parents... =D

In just 6 more days ill be turning 18 and theres a lot i could wish for a lot i could have wished for.. but all I know is that TIME FLIES BY WAY TOO FAST.. =/

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!..

OVERWHELMED, EXTREMELY OVERWHELMED... fullstop...

If you didnt smile at me today, I wouldnt know what to do...
Surreal dreams with surreal consequences...

THE WEEKEND'S COMING AND I CANT WAIT... SCHOOL'S BEEN ABSOLUTELY DRAINING..


HERE COMES GOODBYE- Rascal Flatts
"I can hear the truck tyres coming up the gravel road.. and its not like her to drive that slow, nothing's on the radio, footsteps on the front porch i hear my dorbell.. she usually comes right in, but i cant tell... HERE COMES GOODBYE.."

Do you think you ought to cry?

Its friends that's been keeping me from collapsing... friends that cheer me up after on tough day after another... I'm glad that I have this bunch of great pals with me... shariful, aaron, boonhao.. these bunch of twerps bring new found craziness in this life of mine...

LIFE IS EXHAUSTING, ABSOLUTELY EXHAUSTING.. im laggin behind and i dont find it great at all, i feel nervous about the promos coming... i really want to do well and make the people who believe in me proud... honest

Seeing you makes a world of difference, I know that many people say that you're not that special but to me you're special in so many ways that words cant even describe.. thoughts may comprehend the feelings i have for you, but its just a roller coaster ride all along this heart of mine... the downs are excruciating that i have to let out a scream, while the ups are the climax and makes my heart skip a beat...

I REALLY HAVE FRIENDS THAT MAKE ME SMILE!... Tough as life can be, without friends i would just crumble into the distance and let myself get blown away by the strong winds jc life brings... STUDIES, CCA, RELATIONSHIPS... to find a perfect balance needs some sould searching...


I WANT TO TURN BACK THE TIME, WHEN I WAS ENJOYING MYSELF, WHEN I COULDNT CARE LESS... (i wish i could)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE!... GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!=DD

Always gonna be another mountain

I BOUGHT MY NEW ACOUSTIC TODAY!!!. =DDDDDDD im unmentionably happy cos i have been waiting for this for oohhh ssoooo long.. finally my parents are willing to fork out the money to pay for my new acoustic guitar, Maestro's ED1! =D!...






I thought today was a great day... Not just because i got to get my new guitar but because it is probably the first monday in which i didnt feel the monday blues... though that 2 hour start to the day wasnt that great but the day picked up.. chem lecture was extremely hilarious..we were laughing at the teachers jokes the whole way and i think the only thing we got out from the lecture was her not so funny "funny" jokes... J.CO with petrina, i got to satisfy my cravings for donuts and that nice mochabellerina ice! I got two free donuts just cos i was a singtel user.. SINGTEL FTW! =D..then we went over to penin to get the guitar, glad the lady remembered my ED1!... and of course buy a bag that pet wanted to buy for david but actually wanted herself... LOL... yes we walked a lot and burned that extra pound put on by all those donuts, she ate 4 i ate 3!.. and come to think of it, maybe pets right.. maybe she's just using me and she doesnt think im that important after all... she knows, i know she does, but i cant really understand the way she thinks, its just too complicated... its all about uphill battles and climbs on the other side... I feel used, but i cant ever reject what she tells me to...IM IN A FIX...

okay, enough of my monday... i webbed and found this hannah montana song.. THE CLIMB extremely well sung by miley cyrus... and the lyrics really really meaningful...

MILEY CYRUS- THE CLIMB
"Always gonna be another mountain, always wanna make it move.. always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes i have to loose.. AI'NT ABOUT WHAT'S WAITING ON THE OTHER SIDE.. ITS THE CLIMB.."

ITS THE CLIMB

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.... GOT MATHS TO DO.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!... =DD

i dont want the weekends to end

THE WEEKENDS ARE FINALLY COMING TO A CLOSE.. =(... noooooo!.. schools starting again.. that same routine is coming once again.. I NEED ESCAPISM.. to veer away from harsh reality and never come back again.. i feel the work hitting me like a ton of bricks...like the week's gonna be so so long once again.. last week was so tiring i needed the weekends to recoup my strenght, but i want more... this is tough life and even tougher reality... i remb my uncles and even my teachers telling me, "Daniel, taking the A levels will be the toughest time of your life, but it'll be a breeze after that.." what a reality check...


ITS THESE PEOPLE THAT KEEP ME MOVING ON.. 1S26, the class that has so many faces that make the day more bearable.. i dont know if i sound like a broken record or how many times ive said it.. but honestly... you all are the best! =D

The weekends have been magnificent to be honest.. I got my well needed rest.. I met her... I finally got down to looking for a new guitar at penin with jason and found an amazing guitar at meastro which i will buy TOMOROW!.. =D Jw was great with steph, jz and martin.. the magnificent team D and the great last supper potrait... I think we're probably very prepared every week, impromtu or not.. ;)

But there were sad moments this week too... the passing of my grand uncle who i wasnt so close to but it sadly reminded me of the passing of my grandpa whom i was so close to... the emotions in the wake service was running high and to see everyone so sad, i cant help but let a tear drop down my face... i miss him now, but i know he's happier with the Lord in heaven.. =D

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!!

Predicaments and memories

These few days have been so stressful and tiring.. when i reach home all i think about is my nice and comfy bed in the comforts of my room... I cant put my mind on homework cos its all sapped from the long and enduring extra lessons... the work is piling up and i feel im slipping behind in some of the stuff, epecially chem.. i better catch up before i fall too far back.. But honestly, its been a long long while since ive waited expentantly for the weekends to come cos i need that much needed break... TUTORIALS, MID YEAR CORRECTIONS, RE MID YEAR EXAMS.. damn im feeling what jordin sparks is feeling right now, like ive go "no air"...

Blogger has been very kind to me again and ive been too lazy to post..dont even think about it nicole.. xD...its times like this when i turn to the Lord in constant support and prayer... when even I cant carry on, I know the Lord will give me the strength to...

I think the class is getting along well and I'm happy to have classmates like these... We have a range of great characters in 1s26 and im happy to be part of such a great class.. everyday i come to school a little reluctant but i end school happy cos they made my day...

Jiang Lao Shi is going for maternity leave soon... she gave me a donut today as a parting gift... I really hope jiang lao shi comes back soon and i wish her well.. i know her baby's gonna be as bubbly and great as her... she's the reason why i got my miraculous C for chinese..I'll never forget those mocha ice cream moments and her saying that ive got the six packs of the mocca commercial guy... =DD

Fragile as our lives can be, its all in the Lord's hands.. you can never know what will happen tomorow but as long as we live life to the fullest everyday, we'll know we did our best.. Our lives can be abupt... I've seen my dear grandpa get taken away by colon cancer.. now my great granduncle just passed away from stomach cancer... reaching the wake, the memory of the the scenes made me think of ahgong and a tear crept into my eye....


BUBBLE WRAP- MCFLY
" I which i could bubble wrap my heart, in case i fall and break apart."
Chanced upon Jiaxin's blog and this song was playing and i got addicted to the melody of this song... really nice and the lyrics are meaningful...reiginited my Mcfly love... =D

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING =DDD

JIAQIN'S 18TH!


























YAAYY! BLOGGER OFFICIALLY DOESNT HATE ME ANYMORE AND ALLOWED ME TO UPLOAD JIAQIN'S BIRTHDAY PHOTOS!.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAQIN =D...

It was Jiaqin's birthday yesterday and we took the time out in school to celebrate for her...First was the fake pretense that we all totally forgot about her birthday.. then it was scouting the hot afternoon sun for balloons with parthi and the cookies and cream cake... I hope she had a great 18th and wont forget her fellow july birthday guy right here.. xDD...it was tiring but great fun blowing up that caveman balloon thingum.. when the spikes flew up i couldnt stop laughing, honest... super tempted to smack that cookies and cream cake into jiaqin's face but i was a merciful boy!... =D

SO! To the loud mouthed, always "exctiting", red faced, blue loving, "Hu si teh", "so cute" girl who made the great class of friends in 1s26.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!.. without you our class couldnt be more lively.. =DD

TODAY!
Today was one heck of a day honestly... from the 4 hour chem period that almost killed me.. to the rushing gp mindmaps with parthi and track in the study.. to that moment with you in macs.. to that 5km exhausting run... Physically, mentally and spiritually enduring.. everything was just sucked out of me like a vaccuum.. i just can think anymore... JC LIFE IS GETTING TOUGH... THE ROAD IS GETTING LONGER AND WIDER BUT I KNOW I CAN KEEP HOLDING ON...

Talked to angela today on the way back and I realized how tough jc life is... 1s18 who used to be so top form.. one of the best classes in the jc one batch for sure... because ive experienced first hand how mugger these gals can be are struggling in j2 now.. i feel a sense of pity for them, but I also fear of myself.. if i dont work hard enough next year who am I kidding, i dont think i can even get that 70 points.. =/..

I'm not gonna be half hearted like you.. I'm not gonna change my mind.. WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.. Whats done is done but what isnt shouldnt change a bit...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =D