the virtual world!

whats been happening lately?... alls been revolving around my pretty muich nothing to do empty life is guitar, facebook, movies,youtubing and friends.. i know that sounds pretty power/boomz... but life's getting a little mundane.. if im not going out ill have to find things to do at home... and bowlings been something i look forward to for almost every week, its something i find meaning, its something i look to impress people with... and of course not to mention shanghai work, researching for the shanghai trip.. and honestly speaking, i dont feel interested doing all this field research for shanghai... but looking at the itenary and the people i'm going with, it just gives me added motivation to go for all these meetings...

Jamming with the band yesterday was one of a kind... =)... we came up with different beats and hopefully we'll find our way to a new song which we're working on.. its great to finally find time to chill out and make music, despite everyone's busy poly life and a level studying... and i really appreciate these people a lot! =D... we did a few covers as well.. "Good Day by Clickfive","Viva Gloria by Greenday" and "Love Drunk by BLG"... it was overall a productive night out and i could see the guys needed a little break from their lives... laughter all around and the jokes about fabs ripping his shirt... i really hope we can have this more often..SAINTS REDEMPTION, i'm missing you all already :)

Tomorow's result day.. and to see everyone from 1s26 face reality really makes me shudder.. the thought of all of us splitting into different classes, man i'll miss this class a whole lot.. the year wouldve been a lot different without you all... even though we have many different cliques but every single one of you have great character.. whereever each and everyone of us goes, i hope we keep in close contact... I've decided to make something special for everyone by friday's commendation day and I hope it turns out touching and not horrendous.. its a secret =D


MICHAEL BUBLE- HAVEN'T MET YOU YET
Power pack song, im darn addicted to it for some reason :D...
"You'll make me work so we can work to work it out... I JUST HAVEN'T MET YOU YET!"

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! :)

HELLO MY PEEPOS!

The days have gona by fast and furious and what was once me dwelling on my results and what to do next, is replaced by the ready to party me... It's been pretty much holiday mood the whole week.. replacing anxiety and fear with fun and chill really makes the week worth while..

Bowling this week was extremely productive and awesome and i've been seeing steady improvements on my part especially in bowling techniques.. and i've rarely gone below hundred even on off form moments, thats a plus... bowling's been my passion and love ever since i stepped into SR and it has never failed to relieve stress =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONHAO!... Boons birthday on fri and we had a little fun after training... went for a little dinner with shariful, aaron and boon.. then we went to watch IMAGINE THAT!... super hilarious I tell you... eddie murphy acting as a dad trying to get into his daughers life all because his daughter has this magical ability to speak to her imaginary friends "boonpaduh!" and get some darn accurate tips on the stock markets... he starts getting so close to his daughter but his obsession with success suddenly made him over obsessed with the "gulah" which is the blanket the daughter has, key to the imaginary world... hahaha altogther a magnificent show with a real touching story line... 9/10 for sure =D anyways thanks mr boon for being such a great friend and i hope you had one heck of an 18th birthday!

NIKE HUMAN RACE 09'!





SRJC WON THE CATEGORY A ONCE AGAIN!.. Glory SRJC!... =) though the cup this year was just a plague 50 times smaller... we owned!.. srjc flags were flying high... and though i didnt trian for the race at all i still clocked in at approx 1 hour 17 mins.. which means i did pretty well.. gotta start training if i really want to run the stand chart this year... the music lineup was extremely dissapointing though... had a great time with aaron, shariful and parthi... ran with aaron all the way and despite him having to run with sneakers, he did it in pretty good time.. familiar faces along every corner, alton, aloy, max, taihong, nevin, so many people...

Liverpool won Manu again!... thats a huge blow.. am I going to blame it on the ref? well not really, but that was extremely lousy refereeing... carra shouldve gotten red carded, lukas shouldvt gotten at least a yellow... it would have changed the game a whole lot i bet... oh well, tough luck for die hard manu fans, but we'll still win the league ,trust me, manutd is well known for last quarter form :)..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE~~!!! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING...
WORD OF THE DAY: SHINGZ!!!!

THANK YOU DEAR LORD! =D

I'M THROUGH I'M THROUGH!!!.. all these sleep nights thinking about one moment... that moment today passed by in a flash, though timed seemed to falter and fade and tick so slowly when madam wong was giving out the papers, after getting my maths papers all i could do was heave a huge huge sigh or relief, cos i knew i was finally through... all the studying for maths and econs have definitely paid off and I thank the Lord for everything that He's has given to me... even though it might not be spectacular, but I dont think I've worked hard enough for chem and hist hence my grades... but ive learnt to accept that God will make a way and He did, bring on the A's man! =D

Breakdown of the subjects:(promo results only)
B- Maths! (really happy all the practice paid off)
C- Econs ( so close to a B, 0.6 percent more =/)
U- Chem ( I know i'm not supposed to get U cos ive been doing chem for two years but this is really not my cup of tea man)
E-GP (could've done better, compre killed)
U- Hist (man i really regret not studying for history, i think all of us regret that)

Rank points (plus pw and mt) : 44
Predicted overall rank points: 51.5

So I didnt do that great, cant believed i flunked my chem again... I got lectured tonight for flunking chem... but oh well, this really is my weakest subject of all time... Win or loose thank the Lord!

I don't know but I feel I have a need to thank everyone who's been so supportive through this period of time.. Marcus- for always agreeing to study with me despite your busy j2 life... Chad- the friend who's always been there... Rohith and ed- the dudes who have always been there when i needed some time to chill... Aloy- for being the encouraging friend... Boon, Shariful, Parthi, Aaron- Life would be different without these wusses... The classmates esp. Jiaqin, Jiaxin, Pet, Sam, Tegoeh, Joel, Parthi- Yes you guys have made things more fun in school, everytime we go out we just have a blast, I really hope all of us stay together next year... 1S26- all my classmates who've been the best... Amos, steph, sy, kev, jm, sam, feli, all the YFers- thanks for the support and the hanging out times helped to keep me in check.. and to all the SP students- even though we've known each other for such a short time, i feel we've been great friends, from randomly saying hi, to cheering madly at the orientation, sp people i'll never forget..

This shouldnt be so emo...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! THANK GOD FOR BEING THERE WITH ME EVERY STEP OF THE WAY

GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!

When the Lord brings someone away from your life, all my life I'd always known, if you believe you'll end up in a place with him in heaven... the pain of loosing someone because you can't feel their physical presence anymore i natural.. but rather we should be celebrating in song and praise when someone passes on because we know that the Lord has his child a room in his kingdom... Its much easier to celebrate life than death... Its hard to accept the sudden loss... Its hard to well up with no sorrow when everyone around you is... To auntie helen, who's been such a warm and encouraging aunt, we know that you've found great joy now with the Lord in heaven and we've been blessed by you coming to our lives...

I haven never thought of what I wanted to do or where my life is headed in the near future.. I'm uncertain of the roads ahead.. but i know whatever life brings upon me the Lord will bring me through.. it is by faith that I lead this life of mine.. I usualy go where my heart leads beacause it is where my faith is also... I know I havent been the best christian or my life hasnt been the most examplary but I've always tried to be there for everyone... I still continue to live by faith through this time of anxious anticipation.. and can only pray and hope that the Lord delivers me cos I know i've done my best.. results are only a few days away and I'm pretty nervous about it all but I know deep down in this heart of mine.. THAT GOD WILL MAKE A WAY..


God Will Make a Way- Don Moen (Acoustic)
My favourite song in the worst of times... DEAR LORD I KNOW YOU'LL BE MY GUIDE... =)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!

the days are nothing but that

HELLO WORLD!... I've been lazy to log in to blog lately, but recently and I dont know why, I've been super tired returning from school everyday.. I wake up late everyday and rush to school even though i live so near, must be the holiday mood settling in...

I hate the timetable... the whole week was nothing but play esp for the sp students cos we dont have mother tongue, we dont have pw... and we cant leave school till 12.30, what a rule... what's wrong with leaving school early.. better than rotting in school for 5 hours... Monday was soccer.. Wednesday was bballing.. and almost everyday cards... now im a pro in taiti and the "old man's game" lol...

After post mortems, I keep getting nervous over whether I'll do well or not and whatever escapism I try to put myself in, I can never escape the thoughts about getting results back on tuesday... even though most of the answers to the post mortems look pretty famiiar esp for econs and maths...

When dusk turns to dawn... i'll still remember you.. no matter how hard I try to forget... the sight of you still makes my heart skip a beat.. I know you find it hard to accept.. but I just dont think he's right for you.. You and I hang in the balance and now that balance is falling off the scale..

I JUST HAVE THE URGE TO WATCH TONS OF MOVIES NEXT WEEK... =)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING.. P.s- I'm a lot tan than I was last week- =D God bless and keep on smiling!

HAPY ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD!
it was my parents 19th wedding anniversary on saturday.. I hope they liked the cake we bought for them as well as the little video presentation we made them.. these parents have brought me up so well.. they've been patient, supportive, nurturing and encouraging.. thanks mummy and daddy for being by my side all this while.. will upload the pictures when I have time! =DD

TODAY!
Had a great day today, first it was the principal's address which was a little dry.. then it was 5 hours of break till our next "lesson" the relationship module.. so we decided to play a little soccer and cards... =DD i scored a few great goals and im pretty happy i got a chance to work out today...

then it was relationship module and it was geat fun... honestly I have never attended a talk so interesting before and informed me about the things i wasnt sure of in my relationship with girls in particular.. what particularly stuck me was the comparison between infatuation and real love and what real love actually is... it was very enlightening and I found it hilarious the way guys and girls think things so differently some times...

DINNER WITH THE YF-ERS!... it was dinner after that at vivo.. me, steph, amos, sy, kevin, py and feli...had a great time chatting with these people and getting together for a dinner once in a while meant we could catch up more with each other... carls junior and its thick burger filled me to the brim.. we stil had to head down to bakerzin after for the 50 percent off blueberry cheesecake under the starlit vivo rooftop.. by then my stomach was filled to the max, but the company was great today and the food would mean that i've gained another few kg's agian... I HAD A GREAT TIME! =D

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, TOMOROW'S ONE HECK OF A HECTIC DAY.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

East Coast!

Today was a great day, though it started off bleakly in the morning at the shanghai meeting.. I'm excited bout the hoodies we're going to make though, and I felt the team is getting together a lot better than i thought we would =)..

Then it was pudding milk tea that made my day and sushi handroll that was still my fave... Chill time at home was pretty good too... Cabbed down today and because everyone was late, I got some alone time at macs for 1 hour... looking on at the children in their innocence playing in the playground, zoning out, playing the psp.. I was pondering on a lot of things then, I'm very much a ponder person... I got my list of things to get for my parents anniversary tomorow done out and the calander on my phone with the upcoming events... =)

Everyone came, pet, tegoeh, jiaxin and jiaqin.. and we went cycling!... well, only me and jiaxin cycled.. tegoeh, jiaqin and pet bladed... tegoeh blading for the first time was absolutely hilarious... he was wobbling around like a drunked.. and me cycling after so long, my skills still rusty twirling and swirling around and almost knocked into almost everyone in the group I think x).. it was fun today, to fell the wind in my face after so long and we even by passed the big splash route at east coast where I ran the first marathon of my life, the adidas sundown marathon... the cool breeze and a good workout and great company, i definitely think today was'nt a day wasted at all...

Me and tegoeh especially relieved our old secondary school all boys days... the days where anything and everything happens.. everyday's different in Montfort and I really miss this school a lot... i remb gary and faiz singing a whole new world in the middle of class carrying a globe in our old form room... i remb us making fun of all the teachers.. i remb us bullying mdm tang a lot.. I remb the camps when we tried to take photos of people bathing... or the canings during morning assembly.. I remb mr Simen our ex principal cooking curry for us one morning and singing to us songs on his acoustic guitar, "jamming" he called it... I remb the times when we taught montfort was haunted and would scare each other for the fun of it... I remb erwin climbing over the fenced and almost got walloped by the fierce pri school security guard... I remb late night choir practices and the dedication we put into the things we do... I remb the fights in the canteen, the ice hurled everywhere, the standing on chairs for a good view... the councillor vs acad students... IT ALL FLOODED BACK TO MEMORY, DAMN I MISS MONTFORT :)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =DD

when tomorow never comes

Life's been pretty chillaxed these few days.. I finally got down to getting the band together for a few jamming sessions.. I rented a few movies off video ezy and watched movies all day long.. "John Tucker Must Die" and "Scary Movie 4" absolutely hilarious... I went retail therapy with nicole two days ago.. Finally a get together with the bunch of crazy twerps... Life's looking all fine and dandy and I'm loving it..

I'm dreading going back to school and waking up early again on monday, even though its stress free post mortems.. I still need more chill time...

Recently, life has treated me well.. Gone are the stress of exams.. Gone are the thoughts about having to mug.. Gone are the thoughts of early mornings and late nights.. IF LIFE WERE LIKE THIS EVERYDAY, I'D BE LIVING IT GOOD.. but below that bed of roses are the thisles and thorns that hurt you...


PAINT MY LOVE- MLTR

It was Jasons last lesson on tuesday before he headed to BMT... I'm gonna miss him, he taught me a lot of things... and this was the last song he taught me that last lesson... paint my love, the more i listen to it the more i found meaning to this beautiful song... thanks Jason for everything you've taught me and the skills that've made improve by so much.. =)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE!!... ECP WITH THE CLASSMATES TOMOROW!.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!! =DD

If life was back to where we once were... If we were just innocent strangers finding paths no one knew.. If life were as innocent as back then.. If only we did'nt even know what love is.. If only we could live life without worry... If only we had so much time... IF ONLY, IF ONLY

I can smell freedom in the air, I can smell that fresh scent just round the corner... the pitter patter of the rain on this cool afternoon only makes me think... about the time when you and I talked on the bus after running past that stormy sky... about the time you smiled at me and wished time did'nt pass so quickly... I think about friends and how they come and go, but best friends stay till the end... I ponder what life awaits me beyond this crazy and maddening routine...

I'm always contemplating, thinking about what's to come and what has past.. and I try, I always do.. But I know it's in your hands dear Lord, you made me, me...

Whenever I'm with different groups of friends I always get a different feeling.. Like when I'm with my church friends I get a feeling of Family just because we've known each other for so long... when I'm with my class clique i get a sense of belonging and common interest.. when I'm with my bandmates I always feel chill and relaxed... when I'm with rohith and ed I always feel trust.. When I'm with the wuss gang its a sense of anything and everything.. When I'm with chad and aloy its a sense of warmth.. When I'm with you its indesribable..

Times when you feel down all these people bring light to my life..

I just felt like blogging and it's all random thoughts that're welled in this head of mind esp during rainy afternoons.. its something about rain that makes me this way...


Should've said No- Taylor Swift

MOVIE MARATHON, NIKE HUMAN RACE, CLIQUE OUTINGS, CHALET, POOL, BOWLING, SWIMMING, RUNNING, SOCCER, PSP, F-BING, BLOGGING, YOUTUBING, BEIJING, SHANGHAI, YF CAMP, YF OUTINGS... YES SO MANY HAPPENING THINGS COMING UP AND I CAN'T WAIT :)

TILL ANOTHER DAY, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

I FEEL LIGHT, I FEEL GOOD =D

ITS OVER, ITS OVER, ITS FINALLY OVER!!!.. well there's still mcq on tues, but all the major papers are over and i can heave a huge huge humongous sigh of relief!! =D.. the stress thats lifted off the tired shoulders of mine after history today really felt good :D..

I thank all of my friends who've been giving me encouragement in one way or another on the run it to the promos.. last years classmates who cared, the random j2 friends that just walk past and wish me all the best, rohith deserves a special mention (70 points :D), church buddies, old time pals (chad, wuss gang), the band and the gang! yes everyone in one way or the other, it really made my day and it really made me smile =D

This was trying, and really tiring...
A break down of all the subs
Econs- :) went very well and i'm hoping for the best
Maths- even better, probably the most confident of them all to ace ;) (mr ng this is for you man!)
Chem- NO NO NO, chem comes back to haunt me again!! Pass please?
History- History what? I wrote reasonably well today, feeling good for an S =D
GP- You and I will never know! lol

Today was practically the day of freedom, even though we still ahve one mcq paper left to study for... me joel, tegoeh, jx and jq went to cathay to catch a horror movie called phobia 2.. honestly havent watched a horror movie in ages and it was terrifying... Jiaxin crying out "OMG! OMG!" beside me.. Parthi telling me "Don't close your eyes lah, the exciting part coming" hahaha... it was great fun.. the lasdt part of that movie was absolutely hilarious honestly... scared all the stress away.. xD then we went for a little retail therapy which got me wanting so many thing, new berms,new shirt, new shoes... SHOPPING TIME! when i save the money..


This is scarrrryyy stuff... I would give it a 8/10 for the effects and the ZOMBIES!

HELLO WORLD! I FEEL SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW, SO SO SO HAPPY! :)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILINGGGG!!!