Misery- Tyler Ward
"I am in misery there ain't nobody who can comfort me..."
:) completely how i feel a times.. plus its the new song on my mind at the moment... "your silence is slowly killing me" (p.s the rapper in the video is extremely talented just check him out)

This week has gone by in a flash and like everyone says, before you know it, the a levels are here.. i've decided to be more anti fb and blogger since it takes up so much of my time... but its hard because these are the outlets i usually turn to when i need a break.. somewhere to hang my frustrations or to check on the life of others..

I've been hearing the radio a lot recently, probably because my i pod crashed a month back and my galaxy just refuses to let me download new songs into the phone because its constantly not on idle mode.. i wonder why... and i'm starting to love listening to 987 again... shan and ross, muttons on the move, young... its great stuff

I can't wait for all this to be over honestly because what we as jc students do everyday is study and sleep study and sleep again... the mental exhaustion is overwhelming i tell you..

thanks to the dedicated teachers i have in my school i won't ever give up this long and crazy journey that is going to end int two months time.. and like a friend of mind once said... when you're in jc you can't wait for all the studying to be over.. but when you look back at it, you'll miss the great times you had with your teachers and friends...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING

manu 3-2 ftw :)

It was results week... all i have got to say is that i have to work a lot harder if i want to make it somewhere... cos right now, its no where...i'm trying my best.. i put in tons of effort especially for a certain chemistry and all i see are the same dismal results... sometimes i just star in envy at the results of my smarter friends but i know i can't feel bitter for long because the Lord has it all planned out for me... i try to look on the positive side but this time i fall short... i think long and hard and realize the stark reality hitting me in the face.... now more than ever, i need the Lord... but more often that not i fall short of glorifying Him with horrible results like these...

When you have little interest in doing something, the things that you thought have dont will undo itself ultimately...

I had great fun at bottle tree park on family day on friday paintballing for the first time in my life.. where have you guys been if you haven't tried to paintball... it was fun shooting all the paint pellets around till you actually get hit by one... the impact initially wasn't that painful but when you get back you'll know where it hit.. bruising and marks everywhere... but it was great fun!





I'm not exactly looking forward to school this weekend... its do or die for the next two months.. wish me luck people

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!
(woooo final evaluation pass bodoh!)

I see through your flaws though they be plenty because im not chasing after your flaws, i'm chasing after you :)

ITS BEEN OFFICIALLY DECLARED THAT I'M USELESS IN STUDYING AT HOME...


Wasting time in the morning to get my new adidas shoes from while to brown and to get soaked in a rain just to get a pretty cool shirt and a bag of jacobs biscuit wasn't exactly my idea of a fantastic morning... jacobs walk of life was a failed attempt just because the weather was gloomy and reeked of go to bed rather than lets go out for a nice walk... I thought planning today was great.. Jw was fun as usual... and now that i have to face the prospect of a long day in school tomorrow... i find comfort in the knowledge that its just one out of the three school days... 8 weeks to the a levels, what am i thinking.. i've got to step it up a notch if i want to do well.. i need to have that hunger and desire.... i need to reach out and grab hold of the stars i thought i couldn't reach.. i hope this week when all the results come back to me, it'll be for the glory of God's name, i hope it'll be fine....

You know what my dear yf friends....

I just looked through my dusty old chiang mai photos and relived the memories that once gave me great joy and brought me so much closer to God... the times where we had to carry logs down a hill... where we could play soccer in a pristine field barefooted.. play checkers with rocks... bathing in ice cold water with the spouting heater and spiders for companions... birds with IQ of 122... dog sheep... the night markets with fake jerseys... BANANA PRATA!... night sharing sessions... steamboats.. eating fats that looked like squids... getting rammed by john the deacon with a trolley.. hugged by paulo... THE LOVE WE FELT... I MISS CHIANG MAI!

HELLO WORLD! Life after exams has been nothing short of good

Though i know am on the verge of getting my prelims exam scripts back probably by week i sit here anxious wanting to know how i've done, though pretty alright for maths i hope the rest of the papers will be great.. sometimes when things are not in your hands, you got to leave in the one whom you know will provide....

I like the new post promo timetable, only one long and horrendous day on the monday to come and the rest is pretty laid back.. guess it gives me more self study time and time to get back to mugging.. life has never been so tough before... its tolling everyday

i had fun this week playing soccer with my friends in a long time and scoring a goal though letting in quite a few... i wish i could be back to the secondary school days where we played soccer without having to worry about later... and hanging out with the wusses playing cs source, must admit im just can't play first person shooter games... then having dinner and catching up with rohith and ed after a long while and meeting chris on the way.. this week has been rather eventful...

I've been reading this extremely interesting book called slumdog millionaire originaly named Q and A.. its much better than the movie and the story is pretty captivating.... its a good read that tells you how fortunate we all are while the people in india in dharavi constantly live in a stereotypical whole where the outcasts and the lower classes are not given a chance to break out of this system and mold..

teachers day recently passed on wednesday and though it may be already three days past teachers day i would still like to wish all the great teachers in sr a happy teachers day!... :)


class bbq was a blast :)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!!