pick feathers of love... HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!..

i have been posting less on my blog.. and you all should know why... cos ive been concentrating on my studies so much that i cant realy find time to blog... and that one week of no school has been no fun at all.. the work the tests the make up lessons.. all pushed into this week... this has been one tiring week...

not to mention going around in school with an eye patch... trying to take in everything with my left eye... and the world keeps going round... time keeps ticking away... without giving me a chance for breath...

oh well the ranting aside.. TOMOROW IS TEACHERS DAY SO HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TEACHERS!!!!!! =))... the teachers in srjc are a great sporting fun bunch of teachers...
MRS OH
MRS TING
MR FOO
JIANG LAO SHI
MDM WONG
MS SEAH
MRS WONG
MR FRANCIS TAN
MR LIM
all impacted my life in one way or another... the most concerned techers on earth when i miss even on lesson of theirs... =)) i can tell you that being a teacher is the toughest job on earth.. and you have to be tought ot the core to take it... so i respect all the teachers... =)

this weekends the nike human race 10k... i signed up.. i was so rearing to go... but all the excitement turned to worrry when i needed to go fro the op... and now that im recovering well.. im greatful.. still i so want to go... and take part in the biggest event in the world by far.. to watch boys like girls... great spy experiment.. mannn.. it would be so great... BUT MAYBE ITS ALL IN GODS WILL...



i think im falling for her.. everytime i think of her.. the way she smiles.. the way her eyes fall on mine... the way she talks.. the way she walks.. every sms she sends to me i read at least 2 times over... when she gets injured she gets me worried the whole night... when i talk to her on the phone for 15 minutes it just feels like forever... can you please tell me what this is?... i think im smitten... smitten heavily by what she does...

the promos are coming.. i have to concentrate... just 3 weeks left.. it isnt much time.. no time in fact to slack off... you all better watch out cos im gonna study my heart out and prove to everyone i have what it takes.. and even if i go down it'll not be without a fight..


CAN THIS BE TRUE... TELL ME CAN THIS BE REAL..?...
I CANNOT PUT INTO WORDS HOW I FEEL..
its a miracle...
trust me.. everything in this song i wish you would feel...

TILL ANOTHER TIME PEOPLE... KEEP CHILLING... STAYING COOL.. NEVER HEATING UP!!.. =))i want to be drowned in her love.. i just cant help it...

your love is like a sunflower.. makes my day...

i havent been blogging for 12 days!!!!>.. haha... its pretty much a good accomplishment ok... it shows i have self discipline... and pretty much shows how lazy a person this daniel ong guy really is.. x))

been pretty busy this whole week... my grandfather just passed away and i had to be there everyday during the wake... and the cremation ceremony on friday... had to go for an eye operation last thursday night (14th aug) cos i was found to have retinal detatchment.. it went pretty well.. and im supposed to be on 2 week mc... but im going back to school on monday cos i cant afford to miss school anymore... =/..

he was the biggest emotional and motivational support...
he was the one i always wnted to impress...
he was the one i hoped didnt need to suffer this fate...
he was the moth that touched me during the ritual...
he was my sunshine whenever i feel a cloud hovering above...
he never said no to all my requests...
he always smiled and didnt want us to worry...
he always believed that excercising is good for the soul...
he was always there to comfort me..
he was always the fun guy...
he always won me in board games...
he always wanted us not to worry...
he always wanted us to be happy...
he always tried his best to make every birthday the best...
he always liked to save...
he always believed in the cheapest...
he always didnt want to burden us...
he always wore his favourite singlet...
he always drove me whereever i want...
he was a friend...
he was my support...
he was my strength..
he was my "father"...
he was my grandfather...

he died... passed away... hopefully into a place in paradise with the Lord... no one expected this to happen... no one ever did... to me.. he was the fittest old man i knew... to me.. he never had an illness... till a big one struck him... i always loved him... i always wanted to give him the best... whenever i remember the times... we travelled.. ate.. laughed... smiled... talked... argued... i know he always wanted me to have the best... because he cared... he was like a father to me... the blow was big... the blow was strong... but i have to move on...

HE SAID " DONT WORRY... BE HAPPY... IM OKAY... " those were the last few words that come out from my ahgong whenever i went to visit him the last few weeks of his life... he never wanted me to worry.. he always had this positive aura of him... I LOVE YOU AHGONG... =)

these few days have been gruelling and tough... but im determined to move on stronger than ever.. to give it my 200 percent... the promos are inching closer and closer and ive turned on to full gear.. im doing this for God and ahgong...


I THANK ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME TRHOUGH ALL THIS... THE 1S18 CLASSMATES FOR ALL THEIR CONCERN AFTER MY OP... ESP REGINA LAUREL RADEYA GAY.M PL SONIA JELENA JANICE... BOWLING BUDDIES...BOON HAO MARCUS... CHADWICK...MY CONCERNED TEACHERS... MRS OH, MRS TING, JIANG LAO SHI.. ZION CHURCH PEOPLE FOR ALL THE KIND CONCERN... MY RELATIVES WHO WERE ALWAYS LOOKING OUT FOR ME... MY BANDMATES WHO WOULD CALL ME ALMOST EVERY NIGHT TO CHECK UP ON ME... MY BUNCH OF BESTIES... SHERMAINE FABS BRY JAY...

AND NOT FORGETTING YOU... =)) YOU MAKE MY DAY BRIGHTER THAN BRIGHT..thanks for calling me in the middle of the night and chatting till i have rings under my eyes... x))... but i still am so willing... haha...

as cousins we will stand strong... so dont worry ah gong.. cos i will set an example to all of my cousins and my siblings...
till another day people... GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING.. OFF TO STUDY ECONS NOW.. =))

its been a long time since i last updated... haha... sorry... even the long weekends were super busy.. x)

FRIDAY!!
WE HAD A THANKSGIVING CONCERT!!! YAAYY... it was great fun... full of laughs and moments.. i think i was pretty high that night.. the teachers in SR are a great bunch... =).. they put an awesome performance for all of us and i think they deserve a standing ovation... =)) from the granny awards.. to that great band performance... to the malay dances... to the mumbai... to the artistic peices of our principal and mr bernard tan... to the great dances from the teachers... =)) the night was a blast.. perfomances that needed so much put in.. performances that made me laugh non stop... the atmosphere was high... the closing song was heart warming... that night i was proud to be part of a college so united and string in its values... so supportive and caring... proud to be part of srjc..

the "dunch" dinner-lunch before that with 1s18 was great as well.. =)) half or slightly more that half of us came.. =))... had a pretty filling dunch... we rushed over thinking we were late.. but alot of people were strolling in too... x))..

ater the thanksgiving.. we took some photos... took with mr tan also.. the hotshot rock star.. x))... then i met up with marcus and we went to watch mummy 3 after meeting up with swee...

reached home at around 2.00am.. shagged tired and a little on the grumpy side.. so i collapsed on my comfy bed and fell into a deep self absorbing sleep... =)) -mummy 3 was really a let down though... 6.5/10 for me.. but excitement was pretty good-...

SATURDAY!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!... as patriotic as i may sound i didnt exactly catch national day on tv cos i was visiting my grandfather at ttsh... we planned to go full force to ttsh in our reds... =)) the whole family was there and we were so concerned about our dearest grandfather...

sometimes when you look at a person who you thought was the strongest grandad alive become to fragile... so weak... it seemed like yesterday that he could take on a cow for lunch...now he just refuses to eat.. looks so frail and is on the brink of giving up.. i need all the prayers i can get for him.. im living a changed life because i dont want to let him down...

caught up with my cousins and i realised that the work i put in for the o levels isnt half as much what th people are putting in now... life is getting stressful...too much stress we fall sick.. too little we grow fat.. how you tell me...

SUNDAY!!!
was pretty much ok... dissapointed cos we couldnt go on our usual morning basketball routine... =/.. then it poured hard... felt so tired... felt like sleeping... tution was a huge tiring 3 hour slot... math is always brain sappping... i couldnt take it after 2 and a half hours.. wanted to die...

then it was church... where team d pulled off jw once again.. and pretty well done i must admit.. must get sirui to plan more often.. x)).. i was pretty banged up from the workload and the thoughts in my head.. i need you more than anything dear Lord.. i really do...

HAD ALOT OF PIZZA FOR DINNER... and thats what pretty much summed up my sunday.. =)) community shield was once again ours!! go manu.... glory manutd... us team thrashed the china team by 30 points... go us!!...

MONDAY!!!!..
ALREADY... met up with pl gay.m and radeya for chem project this morning... had alot of fun doing the project... and i must admit we are one formidable team!!.. when we're focused.. nothing can stop us... you know it haha.. A STAR!!..

then i fell asleep somehow on my computer again .. met up with boon hao for bowling.. played 3 games... only 1 above par(because of my turkey)... the rest was just way below par... pretty dissapointed...

went to prescribe some new specs... cant wait for it to come on wed!!!... bronze okay.. dont mess... =)) and im here trying to chiong all my elearning.. chinese, gp and math all in one go...

I GUESS ITS ANOTHER SLEEP AT 3 AM NIGHT...!!! AARRRGGHH WHEN WILL THIS STOP... MY EYEBAGS ARE SO OBVIOUSLY APPEARING... I JUST WANT TO SPEND A LITTLE MORE TIME WITH YOU... I WISH THE MOMENTS WE SPEND TOGETHER STRETCH TILL ETERNITY..

GOT TO GO STUDY BIO... FINISH THE GP MINDMAP.... DO MY CHINESE... SUBMIT CHEM... DO MY MATH... DO ECONS TUTORIALS... AARRGGHHH MOUNTAIN WORKLOAD.. SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO CLIMB... I NEED THE STRENGHT OF THE LORD...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS OF THE THANKSGIVING CONFERT WHEN I GET THEM... =)) GOD BLESS AND NEVER EVER STOP SMILING...

it only takes someone to keep me going... this week has been tiring... torturing both physically and mentally... ive been switching off at times and i hate that... because i really want to do well this time round...when you look me in the eyes and tell me i can do it.. i just smile because i know you care

i worry... worry too much... causes my white hair to sprout... worry about homework.. worry about test every week... worry if she doesnt like me... worry about pw... wory about projects... worry i cannot finish stuff on time.. worry the teachers get the wrong impression of me.. worry im not the good confident leader... worry if my grandads doing well in hospital...

with every dissapointment comes totally disastrous results... jc life isnt easy... think twice... thrice... maybe even 4 times... it doesnt get better than that... no wait... it doesnt get that worse too...im a worry wart... sometimes i need a chill pill... but it chills me out for quite long.. and you know i take time to defrost...

damn im just talking random... ranting about what has been and will become... =/ life is on the steepholds of stress... either live the fullest or die trying.. thats my motivation because im not going to fail anymore... not any more...

friends give me the support i need... friends are my pillars.. without them i wold just collapse and die horribly... =)... im struggling in the deep waters i got myself into... i wish i have a life vest to keep me up.. .

just went for dinner just now with chad and joshua... =)) had so much fun... known josh for 4 years now... known chad for 11years... close friends... best friends... i thank them once again for their company and that treat.. =)) filled my stomach to the brim with great food and fun and laughter... all those years of friendship always seem to turn my frown upside down... all that kangkong primeribs friedrice horfun sweetsourfish chicken... mmhhhmmm... =)) YOU GUYS DECORATE MY LIFE.. =)

with every love comes dissapointments.. and with evey dissapoinment comes faith in the belief... i could chat with you for hours and never stop finding common groud... i could look at you eat that cheese cake and be full... i could stare into your eyes and find solace knowing you're there... you make me who i am... YOU HOLD THE KEY..

CANT WAIT FOR THE CLASS OUTING TOMOROW... CANT WAIT FOR THANKSGIVING CONCERT AS WELL.. =)) TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS AND NEVER STOP SMILING...

im gonna own the test =)

hey people.. blogging is becoming a sure habit of mine... but why cant prayer be one of the habits i keep... anways.. monday blues sure and steady... struck me blow after blow when i got up from bed... so much to do.. so little time... and you know im not much of an enthusiast when it comes to huge workloads piled in my face... =/.. school would have been a drag... but lucky there's such a thing called friends... cos nothing beats friends... cheered me up.. kept me going on.. made my monday blues fade away...

i sortof cant wait for the nike human race on the 31st august now that ive finished the unthinkable... completing 15 km for the will run...

NIKE+ HUMAN RACE!!! bring it on... haha

everytime i listen to this song... it cheers me up.. cos it makes me think about you...how im so lucky to have you... i think aj rafael has a great voice... =)) here's aj's rendition of jason mraz's lucky...


Jason Mraz- LUCKY
Intro: C

Verse1:
C Am
Now do ya hear me talking to you
Dm7 G Em
Across the water, across the deep blue ocean
Am Dm7
Under the open sky, oh my
G
Baby I'm trying

Verse2:
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Chorus:
Am Dm7 G
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
C C/B Am
Lucky to have been where I have been
Dm7 G
Lucky to be coming home again
C Am Em G
Ooooh ooh-oooooh ooh-ooooooh....

Bridge:
Dm7 Am
They don't know how long it takes
G Dm7
Waiting for a love like this
Am G Dm7
Every time we say goodbye, I wish we had one more kiss
Am G
I'll wait for you, I promise you, I will

Chorus:
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home some day

verse3:
And so I'm sailing, through the sea
To an island, where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fill the air
I put a flower in you hair

Verse4:
And though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
Let the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here, right now

Chorus:
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home some day
oooooh oooh-oooooooh ooooh-ooooh.....


IM JUST STRUCK AWAY BY LOVE... =) LOVE STRUCK LOVE STRICKEN.. CAN THIS BE TRUE? CAN THIS BE REAL?... HOW CAN I PUT IT TO WORDS HOW I FEEL?... CHANGE MY WORLD WITH JUST ONE SMILE... HOW COULD IT BE THAT RIGHT HERE WITH ME THERES AN ANGEL?... ITS A MIRACLE...YOU REALLY ARE...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... MY GRAND FATHERS REALLY POSITIVE CONTINUE TO SHOWER PRAYERS UPON HIM PLEASE... I THANK ALL FOR THEIR CONSTNAT PRAYERS..

I COMPLETED 15 KM~!!... so happy... so proud... thank you all for the support.. =)

just came back from the WILL RUN charity event at school... guess what... i ran 15km!!! YEAH!! i feel so happy now... on a self high.. cos im so happy with what ive done.. so proud with what i thought was impossible now turned reality..

but i couldnt have done it under the hot killer sun today if not for the great support from all my friends... =))
I THANK THE COUNCILORS FOR BEING SO ENCOURAGING... ESP SAMANTHA ROHITH THOMAS BEN XI YING VAL ALAN IBRAHIM EVELYN...
I THANK YOGES FOR CHEERING ME ON ALL THE WAY
I THANK SHARILYN FOR ENCOURAGING ME
I THANK SAM AND ALL THE 1S21 PEOPLE FOR PATTING ME ON THE BACK ALONG THE WAY
I THANK DESOMOND
I THANK SATISH
I THANK MY OGL
I THANK HEDA
I THANK CAT
I THANK BRIANA
I THANK MENG XIU
I THANK ROHITH FOR RUNNING WITH ME ON THE LAST TWO KM AND PUSHING ME ON TILL THE END... =)
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY 1S18 CLASSMATES FOR BEING SOOO SUPPORTIVE AND ENCOURAGING DURING THE RUN... JELENA LYNETTE SHUXIAN LAUREL WEITING PEILING IZZATY MARILYN SONIA CHERYL GAY.M K.GAY SHARON REGINA JANICE PRIS... THANK YOU! =)
AND OF COS NOT FORGETTING ALL THE REST WHO DIDNT KNOW ME BUT STILL CHEERED ME ON...

everyone was just so supportive and i think the all the SRJCians and teachers did a brilliant job!... we reached 21 000 km as a jc... proud to be an srjcian cos we all pushed and tried despite all the obstacles... =) 15km was seriously tiring... what an accoplishment for me as well cos ive never ran more than 8km in my whole life... and my target was to make 12km... x))...

this was the first time ive ever pushed myself to the physical maximum... and when you've done it.. you just feel proud... my legs were burning.. my body was telling me to give up but i didnt stop... so im happy!...

FRIENDS ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE SO CHERISH THEM BECAUSE THEY ROCK!!.. =))TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... THE TIRED ACHING BUT HAPPY DANIEL NEEDS TO GO DO SOME WORK... =))