I LIVE EACH DAY STRONGER AND STRONGER.. THE SMILES ON YOUR FACE MAKE ME SMILE... I DIDNT MEAN TO SO PLEASE DONT IGNORE ME... PLEASE?... life these few days have been tiring and stressful.. what to say when you're in jc... life just passes by in the blink of an eye.. never will you have any rest... never will you need any rest.. because we are suppposed to be robots.. studying robots... assign submitting robots... i cant and dont want to live like this... but i will presevere.. im not gonna let my parents down...my grandpa down... my friends down.. the Lord down.. and definitely not you down...

its to time to get a moving on with life... blogging seems to be an avenue for my frustrations to run free.. but i know i must be careful of what i say... damn class projects... damn homework.. damn pw... all the things are just bugging me down... where's the time for personal space then?... wheres the time for family then?...

my band just got 5 emails for 5 different gigs... but we're all so busy... =/... especially me... the gigs will just have to wait... i love jamming with this bunch... they make me smile...

i dissapointed myself today... way way below par... maybe its just beacause i dont have the will power to perform.. or maybe im just too tired.. i cant wait for this saturdays will run... =) run to perform... run to succeed... run for charity!.. haha..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS AND CONTINUE TO KEEP SMILING YOU GUYS!.. =)) THIS IS JUST TIRING...

my 100th post!! haha

MY 100TH POST!! haha.. just saw it on the blogger board... this blog is thriving well.. despite all the work... i still constantly blog... its an accomplishment ok..

these two days have been tiring.. and trying... the times when you need more than 24hrs a day.. the times where you need a little more winks at night..the times when you realise a smile is all it takes..

sunday was a blast... because i did my work and had a lot of fun.. =)) thank the YFERS for buying the cake for me... nice cake by the way.. haha.. glad i didnt take much lunch.. cos i had to finish 3 peices of cake and alot of chocolate.. x).. sunday was alot of fun... even though i admittantly didnt do much work... sunday is still meant for rest.. x)) the night went past pretty fast.. chatted with shermiane on the phone for 1 and a half hours...and i fell asleep cos it was just too comfortable on the bed.. =))

today was pretty much business as usual... school was pretty ok cos it wasnt long... or rather long as in 5pm kinda long... lessons were pretty much happy go lucky... sales went well today for the notebooks as well.. =)) thank all my friends for their support!.. ill forver remember the times...

its getting late.. gotta go do.. my econs.. my chinese... study for chem... my bio... aarrghhh... i would be surprised if i get even 4 hours of sleep tonight.. =/ dammnn the sleepless nights... why is jc life so relentless... why...

oh and ben asked me this qns that got me stoning.. got quite a while... " how do you show the maritime industries potential without raising awareness to it?"... 0.0 HOW?... haha.. too chim.. too deep...i think ill need two months to figure that out..

PLEASE PRAY FOR AHGONG.. I HOPE HE RECOVERS SOON.. HIS OPTIMISM GIVES ME RENEWED HOPE... STRENGHT TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY.. "DONT WORRY BE HAPPY" HE SAYS... =)I REALLY DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE... PLEASE DONT... THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ARE WORTH IT.. FOR HIM...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS AND KEEEEEPP OONN SMILING! =))

friday with the YFers was great..!... the fun times never stop... and the food was quite good... x) maybe i was hungry.. but anyway it was fun.. so i thanks all the yfers who came for this dinner...and amos for the present =) steph amos sy jm py... you made me tiring friday alot less tiring =))... bowling was kinda fun too... charity bowl was slack but hilarious... marcus won the mickey mouse and was trying to hide it but his bag was too small.. x)) school was as usual.. mdm wongs lesson was fun and kinda scary but fun... it was quite a good day for me... and my pw grp members did me proud!(thank you all for completing chapt 3!=)

saturday...
pretty happy with myself today... because i completed alot of work.. finished my functions!!.. =)) now on to vectors which im quite blur about.. =/..

oh and congrats to my counsin ke yang and cousin-in-law adeline on their new 1 month old daughter susie.. =)) she's a really cute little girl... went to their new house in pasiris for the party...

=)) she's yawning... 1 month old susie...(p.s my brother looks like a season parent here x))

when i saw him so strong it gave me motivation.. to never let him down... to live a focused life... he so positively told me he's ok... he positively told me that he courageously turned down the operation.. he positively smiled and assured me that he's going to be fine... my tears wanted to roll down.. because i felt i had dissapointed him not studying harder... but now rest assured i wont ahgong... ill make sure i do well for you... you always were strong.. i never expected you to look so frail... but your spirit and positive determination gave me support strength and ecnouragment...

the day i finally understand the real meaning of sacrficial love...

the day i laughed... the day i cried..

23rd july..
this was the best day in school... to be honest.. i didnt expect anyone to remb.. i didnt expect anyone to smile and wish me a happy birthday... i thank all my friends for making my 17th the most memorable one ever... i thank the 1s18 girls for giving me a huge celebration ill never ever forget.. i thank rohith tatloong thomas yongkun for the present.. i thank all the teachers who remebered and made this soo memorable... jiang lao shi, mrs ting, mdm wong... =)) i thank all my friends who remebered and wished me well- marcus, chad, max,keith,val, ibrahim-... all these made wednesday the best wednesday of my school life in SRJC... =)

1s18 and their secretive antics... first they had this all girls meeting that excluded me... sang me a birthday song and i smiled.. cos im glad they remebred... mrs ting was kind enough to give me a box of choclates.. thanks mrs ting... =)then while we were supposed to go back for econs after chem... regina asked me to register her and jelena for the nike run... a little bit suspicious.. but i did it anyway.. =) then when me and priscilla came back from class after queing super long at the booth... the class still didnt start.. chatting session was going on...i was wondering what in the world is happening?... but i didnt mind.. cos i didnt have to present then.. x)).. then regina came back to class with 3 boxes of pizza!.. =)) i was super touched then... they sang me a birthday song.. took some pictures and more pictures... IT WAS SERIOUSLY SWEET.. =)) THANK YOU ALL FOR GIVING ME SUCH A BIG SURPRISE... =) THANK YOU 1S18.. THE BEST CLASS IN SRJC!.. =)) HAPPY AND PROUD TO BE YOUR CT REP.. =))



then came chinese...after econs... before i came to the class.. jiang lao shi wished me a happy birthday and gave me this mocha ice cream.. cos she said it reminded her of the mocca i did for PL preformance..x))... i thanked her and rushed to the lockers to get my textbook.. but when i came back guess what... she had this 'zhengyi sheng ri kuai le!" with a cake and the mocca dude on the screen... i was soo touched then... they started singing me a birthday song and asked me to pose for a picture.. =)) all these things really made my day to be honest... thanks jiang lao shi.. =)) they sang me a birthday song during gp also.. the best day ever!!..


i went home a happy boy... =)) I THANK ALL MY FRIENDS FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SO MEMORABLE... I THANK ALL MY BUNCH OF FRIENDS FOR WISHING ME WELL.. I THANK THE TEACHERS FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING.. =)) 23/7/08 will always be in my heart... =)

24/7...
is the day i let tears roll down the eyes of mine.. it rarely happen.. it rarely does... the day was fine.. sales were going great... had a particularly good time in school... but the sms made me depressed...

he was the rock of my life.. he made me who i am.. why do this to him i satrted to ask.. why do this to the one i love so much dear Lord?... i knew it wasnt his fault and i shouldnt blame the Lord.. but in moments like these.. you're just hit with the cold reality... you thought this would never ever happen to you... you he was strong... CAN LIFE BE MORE UNFAIR THAN THIS...

IM COVERING THE HAPPINESS WITH THE TRUTH... im a sad boy now.. PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME AH GONG... PLEASE DONT...

I LOVE OUTINGS WITH MY FRIENDS.. =) YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.. KEEP THE CHANGE.. HAHA

TOMOROWS THE DAY!!!>.. DONT KNOW WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE THIS UNECASSARY POST IS IMPORTANT COS IM FEELING RANDOMLY HAPPY.. =)) REMEMBER 23/7 COS ITS GONNA BE ONE HELL OF A DAY!!.. HAHA.. x))

GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING... THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE SORTEST POST EVER!..

I LOVE MY FAMILY =)).. the most touching moment... made my weekend.. =)

yesterday was a great day... despite the rain and the gloom.. it all turned out fine in the end.. =) sometimes family is all you need... and is all i would ever need.. we had this bbq party at my uncles house to celebrate my birthday... it led to a heartwarming movie session at his house... which led to more food... led to singing the birthday song... led to a touching present presentation at home.. WHICH LED ME TO THINKING FAMILY IS STILL THE BEST.. =)

i will forever remember the 19th of july for a few simple reasons... the planned bbq which got me quite optimistic because the sky cleared after the afternoon after a brief storm... =)) i was quite phsyced to see the family again and to do what we would always do best.. EAT.. i always love family gatherings.. cos its the heart warming feeling all over again.. =)


it took a while and a little violent fanning from uncle meng dad me yati and wati to ge the fire starting.. but boy did it kick off.. =)

sis and bro

MY MUM!.. the best chef there is.. x))

then the depressing rain came pouring down.. first in drizzles then it came down heavy.. we had to pack up and leave for my uncles apartment... while my granddad rushed back to take the griller from home... the guys had to chiong in the rain carrying all the other stuff while the ladies stayed back to save the food.. x)

back at the house.. it was heartwarming because we all gathered to watch zoolander!!... which was apparently banned in malaysia.. really funny show... munched a little here and there on the bbqed food while the ladies were busy grilling in the kitchen.. x).. my uncle had this really cool pc system connected to the tv where he could view all the movies direct from the pc... cool stuff..

THEN IT WAS CAKE CUTTING TIME! =))

she was watching zoolander.. cant blame my cousin.. x))

THE CAKE!!


17 time passes fast..!!

i have this retarded look dont know why.. x))

then it was time to go home!!... =) i didnt expect a surprise even after reaching home to be honest.. =)) i had to guess all the presents my bro sis and parents bought for me.. 3 presents on total.. and this really neat sunflower soft toy.. =)
guess what they bought for me...
1) a shit hammer(its a soft toy that makes a sound when you hit someone with it)..

THANKS BRO.. =)

2)My sis bought for me this bomb piggie bank (she thinks im mas selemat x))

THANKS SIS.. =)

3) My mum and dad bought this daniel and the lions dan precious thoughts figurine with the sunflower!!> =)

THANKS MUM AND DAD... =))

they tried to sing the "you are my brother" the dude from american idol sang for me.. but failed.. haha.. but good effort anyway.. i was super touched then already.. almost wanted to cry liao.. x))


i thought it was all over.. but then.. came the final surprise!!.. when i walked into my room with all the pressies... which my brother kindly helped me carry up to my room... i saw a big bird on my bed!!... HAHA... i cant believe they bought me a big bird plushie! x))... they seriously rock.. haha

the shocked me..

BIG BIRD!.. =))

the pressies..

wallet...belt(armani exchange! thanks uncle) =)...bigbird... shit hammer.. display figure... sunflower...bomb... =)) MY FAMILY ROCKS.. APPRECIATE ALL THE GIFTS.. =))

haha shit!!!

dude bigbird just crapped.. x)))

19/7.. THE BEST DAY OF THE WEEK... TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. THIS MIGHT BE THE LONGEST POST SO FAR.. HAHA.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING.. =))

its getting tiring.. the feeling all over again...

just came back from the parent teacher meeting... im glad... glad to have encouraging parents... great to have understanding parents... glad to have a teacher who cares... glad to have a teacher who respects my abilities... glad to know she doesnt look down on me and isnt as fierce as i thought she was...glad that the meeting went without a hitch..

but i cant help but feel a pinch of sadness... sad about the results.. sad that i didnt study as hard as i should.. sad on the time ive wasted.. sad on the bad habits thatve got me hooked.. sad that i dissapointed the huge hopes put on my shoulders... sad to dissapoint my friends...

now that its over and ive poured my feelings out.. i feel alot alot better... =))

i need a change in my life i really do... i need to perservere on and nevr give in.. im gonna give this a shot.. give this a try... if i dont make it.. i take it as His will.. and if i do i jump and thank Him... win or loose praise the Lord for He is my strenght... the past few days have been enormously tiring.. the late nights... the long hours... the projects to finish... aargggghhh jc life is really not for slackers...

the teachers were having a rock concert today at the canteen.. and i must say... teachers form quite a good rock band... =)) mr eugene tan really has a nice voice and crazy guitar skills... this teacher with the acoustic did a really good job of second hand serenade and jason mraz... =)and female teachers shouldnt sing howie day and jason mraz's songs.. i mean thats why the guys sing them.. =)) -applause to the teahchers who really have some music sense =)-... completed chapter 1 today because of the formidable group members.. =)) and of cos still to finish my eom... but i promise ill finish by tonight...

as the posts get more emotional and less narrative.. ive turned more serious and intent on passing the promos.. i really am...=/...Dear Lord i need Your guidance so bad... even my friends have noticed a change in me... BIG BIRD REALLY MADE MY DAY.. =))...

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS KEEP SMILING.. NEVER RUB THAT SMILE AWAY COS IT HELPS TO KEEP THE PAIN AWAY...=)CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT FOR THE BBQ TOMOROW.. =)) YAYY TO BBQ'S HAHA..

friends are the best are'nt they...

just finished my pw compilation of survey results... aaahhh.. a huge sigh of relief... =)) all with the help of my great friends and of course the friends of my grp members.. we managed to collect a total of 25 pretty good survey results which supports our journey really well.. cos the people would do it... =)) LOVE MY FRIENDS.. =)

YESTERDAY!
well yesterday was pretty much a wake up call for me.. because it was on monday that i became more awake and more resolute to take on the promo challenge.. ill be the last to give up i tell you... cos its the new daniel.. someone who's more focused.. someone who would do his work.. or at least bother to.. and someone who will study really hard for all the tests... =) chem pract was pretty fun... with the new more on the ball lab sessions, its never really gonna be boring anymore...

waited for marcus before heading to montfort to collect our grad certs.. =)) cool black book... and guess what the most surprising thing is.. " Daniel is a very devoted student that puts alot of focus and effort into his work.." x)) how true... saw mr lee my old physics teacher.. met ben and carl as well... saw thai sheung and zu yuan on the way out.. damm i miss the old days... I MISS MONTFORT.. =(...marcus had his name spelt wrongly in the last sentence of the testimonial.. x)) nicholas... haha...coming back to montfort really flooded back the old memories.. the days of 4e2...hhaaaiiixx... if it was still so... =) i miss the 4e2 bunch...

then swee met us in montfort and we met cam in hougang mall before going off to eat mixed veggie rice at hougang plaza.. super filling stuff.. then some bubble tea before heading home.. =)

TODAY!!...
today was seriously one hell of a day.. and it wasnt that energy draining to be honest... im still awake.. when i would usually be already fast into dreamland... x)) even though the day was long an everything.. it was fun... PE now with mr tan to do some physical toning for the napha.. crazy stuff... sweat like no one's business.. MUST GET PLATINIUM!!.. x)) then at the end of the day came the investiture... congrats to the 21st... hope you guys make this legacy last.. and make this council the best one ever.. i hope... =)) congrats to sam branson on becoming the pres... and of cos alot of respect to th 20th who've made this school a better place... esp andy sharilyn rina gunnawan cheryl and elisha.. whom ive learnt to respect alot.. =)

after the invest.. congratulated all the councillors and sam before heading with marcus and chad to hougang mall to get our NIKE+ 10K race payments done.. =)) i want my XL!!.. then me chad and josh had a nice meal at the kopitiam before i headed home... watched some tv.. did my pw and here i am!!>... =))life is great isnt it.. haha... im still left with my gp and my econs to do before i call it a day..

OH WELL TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING!!. =) CONGRATS TO THE 21ST ON MAKING IT SO FAR... AND JIAYOU ALL 1S18 PEOPLE.. =))

weekends are the best =))

the weekends are over officially... but i sooo want it to be longer.. arrgghh.. school once again and its dejavu monday blues all over again.. i cant take mondays to be honest... theyre the start of a routine week.. theyre the start of the waking early... bleh...

SATURDAY!
saturday was nothing much... was sick the whole day... felt so weak and hit byt he flu bug that i slept and lazed around the whole day.. cos eveytime i try to do work.. my head crams up and my headache starts up again.. =/ hate being sick.. its a horrible feeling.. so i slacked off the whole day.. but managed to do a little filing from 12 to 2 am... finally all my papers organised... then i fell asleep on my bed again...

SUNDAY!!...
today was pretty much a hectic day...woke up in the morning and went to the park to play some badtonton with my family... then bathed and mrt-ed to dhoby plaza sing to meet amos... we walked aimlessly around plaza sing at first to find some present for his classmate... all the shops were relatively closed... so we hiked on over to taka talking some crap along the way... how his uncle own gucci and all... x))..after heading to taka we finally found the gift place after going through 5 floors... bought some seriously cool chocolate pencil box bars.. x)) his was white chocolate mine was dark... a handphone keychain angel for his classmate.. and we finally found this wallet for pei yi... =)) we bought this super nice card with a dog peeing on the cake.. x)) then we ate super sinful carls junior for lunch... =x

then we headed back our seperate ways.. i had to go for tuition.. which was pretty productive today... then CHURCH!!.. where we had to build some device thing out of newspapers, a small sponge and some ice cream sticks and a plastic wrap thing... so that the egg wont crack when it drops from a story down.. and guess what..all our shock reducing devices failed... not realy engineers are we?... x)) fun lesson today... JW was pretty ok as well.. gone better than i expected coming up with such an impromtu thing was really last resort.. but it was fun as usual doing JW.. =)) the skit was also impromtu.. no scripts no nothing.. but people liked it.. HAHA.. shocking stuff.. x)).. also this wouldnt be possible without the grea team D members!.. haha.. a tribute..

then came PEI YI'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!.. haha.. not really a celebration.. just a presentation anda simple song... HAPPY SWEET 16TH PY.. =) hope you liked the gift.. haha ... oh well... it made me realize birthdays with friends are always the most meaningful ones you'll get.. =)

AND IM BACK HERE BLOGGING.. =)here are some retarded picts i took with the chocolate pencil case.. =))

DARK CHOCOLATE.. =))

this is retarded... but seriously looks like a real chocolate bar.. x))

AND NOT FORGETTING.. THE PURPLE BALOON THAT CHEERED ME UP!!.. =)) (now its left with the head and the front legs.. =/)
GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING PEOPLE.. =))

alot of things have been happening lately...

hey everyone... THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE!!.. YAAYAYAYAYAY... i need a break!... but i cant stop now cos i need to keep studying and never stop... i know that the chances of promotion are seriously slim... ill still try my best... forever a daniel character trait... never ever give up.. =)

THURSDAY!
thursay was.. well thursday was tiring... cos of the two hours of pw at the back... actually to be honest about it all... pw is not only mentally draining.. but physically draining also.. its constant effort stringed together to form a peice of work... =/alot alot of constant effort... but the purple dog cheered me up.. haha... x)) purple dogs these days...
talking to laurel on the bus just had me learn alot of new things about the place i live in.. i didnt even know there was a church on top of punngol seafood.. 0.0... and ive lived here for how long.. 1 plus years?... lol...

FRIIIDDAAYY!!..
today was just great!!!... but honestly tiring.. -.-... im falling asleep as im typing this out...i had to run in the morning cos im in wellness management.. running in the morning is pretty fun to be honest... not as tiring as in the afternoon and less sweat!.. x))today was pretty average.. and there were only 3 classes to attend!!... I LOVEEEE FRIDAYS I REALLY DO...
after all the lessons and the gp test... i went " studying" with janice WINATA! and cheryl... who bought two really retarded ballon dogs from ibrahims class...they didnt even look like dogs.. really looked like mutated girrafes to be honest.. =)then i met up with chadddd and boon hao and we went to macs to eat before heading home to take our balls... (haha sounds so wrong =))...
bowling today was pretty okkk... got seperated from germy and louis.. so me and chad ended up bowling with cheryl and janice WINATA!!.. scored a 93 and the other game was cut off cos coach wanted to see us and the lane shut down.. dammmnn... but we played extra after training... me marc boonhao("casillas")jon wenhui lijuan9her friend!)... and i bowled at total of 119... =) satisfied me...

then i headed off to yf... where i saw leslie and laurel at heartland mall after their cca with a bunch of other tennis people...yf today was pretty meaningful.. songs really help me destress.. the more the merrier... =))

ALOT OF THINGS COMING UP... ITS GOT ME SCRATCHING MY HEAD... AND LIKE JORDIN SPARKS "NO AIR" I REALLY GOT NO MORE AIR ALREADY!!.. must perservere.. dont die off dan.. never give in... =)

ALL THE BEST TO THE YFERS TAKING O'S STEPH PY AND KEV =).. ALL THE BEST TO JM AND SY.. AND HOPE SAM RECOVERS SOON!.. AND MARTIN IS SAFE?(IS HE EVEN THERE ON THE HIKE?.. LOL).. AND ALSO TO FELI FOR HER RESULTS AND EVERYTHING... AND SIRUI FOR HER RACIAL HARMONY THING... haha.. so many dedcations!.. x))


I LOVE JASON MRAZ.. THIS SONG IS A CHEER UP SONG.. CHEER UP PEOPLE!!
GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING... IM YOURS! =)

im a changed man now... i thank all my friends for being with me through this...

heyy people... its been a gruelling 2 days of school... the third hasnt started yet... bloging at 5am!!.. haha... bleh... its been blow after blow after blow straight into my weary face... im coming in and out of contemplating quitting this jc life and going into a poly life.. till now im still totally unsure... im still totally shaken... i dont know what to do.. what to tell my parents.. how to face my grandparents... i seriously dont know... i need THE LORDS grace power and mercy.. i really do...

im turning in and out of emotional breakdowns... everytime i get a result... my face frowns... it is always a worrying moment for me... i didnt want this to happen i really didnt... but i assure you that i have changed.. shed my old skin and into a new more hardworking me.. and as long as i stay in this jc system.. ill work long and hard to reach that goal.. sleep as little as 3 hours if i have to...i always feel its pointless sometimes this education system... giving all the students so much stress... so much pressure... as my lao shi once said... "this is the time when you face the improbable in life.. so why make it harder... puberty is already as hard a process as it looks.. " and im in total agreement...

i guess life isnt that great if you're wondering whats this dude blabbering on about... i cant face life in that carefree viewpoint anymore.. whatever happens ill always be a million steps behind...why... i also dont know... its just puzzling to see the effort put in the subject i love most.. or rather presumably love most.. fall into nothing when recieve my results.. ive learnt the hard way.. ive learnt the tough way... ive learnt that for everything you really want you have to go all out or die in the process... i think im the latter dying in the process... but ill make this revival i promise you all... I PROMISE...

i thank all my friends who have been with me through all this.. comforted me...assuring me... helping me... telling me its normal...telling me never to give up... my 1s18 classmates for being there... (laurel regina peiling) =)... to shermaine for being that guiding light... to cookie monster for always never failing to make me smmmilleee... to fabien who always has been a heart warmer.. to bry who alwasy is the best comforter... to sasha for all her luke warm jokes.. and to all the yfers who cared... THANK YOU... you all really made me and my day better... you guys rock and will forever be the best... =)

so till another time everyone.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING =))

i did my best... tomorows YOUTH DAY HOLS!!.. happy youth day all youths! =)

TODAY IS YOUTH DAAAYYYY... yayy.. just wanna wish all youths in singapore and the world a happy youth day!!. spread the love spread the word...tomorow = no school for meee... and thats a good thing.. seriously.. how is holidays even a bad thing...esp so for the jc students.. cos we really seriously need a break... but it really istn much of a break also... =/ i have to study for apgp and summation... and i have to chiong research for pw EOM.. and i have to complete econs tutorials by tomorow!!.... arrggghh.. the mad rush.. so what holidays do i have huh... x))

today i had to lead songs in church... i guess i tried my best.. i hope the Lord likes it..and with every mistake comes a new learning experience.. the next one will be better i promise!... =) to have the support of the YF is the best.. because without them.. im seriously nothing in faith... sermon today was pretty impactful... a good sermon pastor says is one when after the sermon you are pushed and motivated to do something... and im motivated to serve the Lord better and not procrastinate on faith... so it was a good sermon!... =))

and i figured out today that my new phone doesnt work till 3 more working days.. which means it will work by wed!! .. my new w910i walkman phone... bronze gold... cool stuff... sony ericsonn phones are a hussle to be honest.. but ive gotten so used to the typing style and all that i dont wanna change.. x).. love the new sliding design.. and theres a wifi mode where you can change songs simply by flicking the phone!!.. cool stuff.. the w910i is one of a kind =)

tomorows gonna be outing after outing!!.. =)) haha... hooray to youthday!... but i have to wake up early to do my work.. thats the negative about the postives.. I REALLY NEED TO PACK MY ROOM... but when?... i always dont have the urge to pack unless things get really messy.. which it is right now... =/ oh well...sooner or later i guess... x)).. i thank all the people in my life who makes it so worth it to live on... TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND NEVER EVER LET ME SEE YOU STOP SMILING... =))

its obvious isnt it?... im just not cut out to be this way...

the week sure pasts by fast.. and before long... WE'RE INTO THE LONG YOUTHDAY WEEKENDS!!... all right!!.. haha.. its already july.. the mids over.. and the promos just over 10 weeks away... dammmnnn... life in a jc sure is quick...

THURSDAY!
nothing much... except... 2 hours of pw.. and a gruelling math result session.. emotions are a double edged sword... you get all high one moment and you feel good... then you get all emo when you know the hard work you put in is all for nothing... but maths was expected cos i didnt really work as hard as i planned... U GRADE FOR MATH... 2nd U... TWO H2 SUBS... TWO U'S... im starting to think that this life isnt what im destined to be at... i hope the Lord gives me a sign.. cos its all starting to get into my head... =/... is jc really for me?.. PW was quite ok.. cos we have a really understanding teacher who had an i phone!!... rich guy...(you know im jealous! x))...he really enlightened us on the things we have to do.. and assured us that all this failing esp in mids is common...it was an emotional day... it really was...

FRIDAY!!!
today was pretty much great!!...cos its the end of the week probably and im seriously happy!!.. haha... LONG WEEKENDS HERE I COME! =)).. orals today... i think i screwed my passage up... =/... pause here pause there... alot of words dont know how to read.. what do you think?... and the convo probably revived me... "is using modern songs and comics better for letting student get more interest in chinese?"... =) i think i impressed the teacher... but passages are still my jinx... bleh...got back bio today also.. and guess what... WOW NO SURPRISE... DANIEL GETS ANOTHER U... 3rd U and it isnt fun anymore.. im starting to get worried... lucky chinese was a pass... phheeww.. at least no 0 points for me...

then was bowling!!!!!!!... fun un all over at training.. bowling with louis germayne and chad is always fun... haha... keith and gang were also the sporting bunch.. but you know something.. i just realised there alot of talented guy bowlers in SR.. i have to step up and chiong!!. =)) then was yf... which was quite fun today cos it was short and sweet followed by a little soccer at the carpark.. =)) and here i am!!...

WELL AFTER ALL THAT RECOUNTING... IM ADDICTED TO MARIE DIGBY!... she has the best voice.. and her songs are super meaningful.. sont know why. but im soo into emotional ballads now.. alot of marie digby and corrine may in my ipod.. haha... these songs really help you think over your life... did you help your neighbour today?... everyone makes a difference.. we should never give up and move on the way God wants us to.. =) inspirational stuff..


THIS SONG MAKES ME HAPPY... really addicted to this song now.. marie digby rocks!!. haha..

LEADING SONGS THIS SUNDAY.. WISH ME THE BEST OF LUCK..AND HELLLLOOO LONG WEEKENDS... CANT WAIT FOR THE OUTING WITH THE NUM GANG!! =)) GOD BLESS PEOPLE..AND KEEP SMILING!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAT LOONG!!... haha...

hey people... these two days were great!!.. =)) doing things with friends really makes it worthwhile isnt it?...

TUESDAY!!
had a alright day of lessons... and ct period was usually the same... got to know that im a teddy bear and teddy bears usually get eaten up by the rest of the people.. =/... haha..
then i went out with tatloong, yong kun, thomas and rohith to NEW YORK NEW YORK.. to celebrate tatloongs (alan) birthday... had a great time there... spent/slurged a total of 70 plus bucks on food... =p... haha... we had meat platter "for 2" and mushroom medly pizza and the pepperoni pizza... it made the 5 of us totally filled...=)) doing things with friends really is fun to be honest.. we crapped around told some jokes... ate the great food and enjoyed ourselves... till around 8.00?...then me and rohith decided to buy tatloong this huge huge heart for his birthday which is engraved with the words "100 percent" yours... and a huge card.. so he couldnt hide it in his locker!!... haha... (hope you liked the present alan)

WED!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAT LOONG!!.. =)) me rohith and yong kun met up early to set up this super embarrasing birthday presentation cum song session... so when alan was there.. we crept up the other staircase and surpirsed him with a huuuggee heart and this huge card... while singing happy birthday to him.. haha.. he was super embarrased.. and the first thing he asked was... " you all gay ah?"... x))...
then came the second intersting thing today.. WE HAVE A GREAT PW TEACHER WHO THINKS OUR CLASS IS RESPONSIVE!!.. haha.. interesting stuff.. no one has ever thought the class was responsive.. it was usually the other way round.. first time hearing a teacher say "your class is very responsive i like your class"... he says there are other classes less responsive than us.. 0.0.. (you being serious? lol)...mr francis tan's a nice guy.. and a great pw teacher... finally!!.. x))

NOW the depressing news that got me emo-ing the whole day... I GOT A U GRADE FOR CHEM.. you heard me right.. a u grade!... aarrggghhh.. maybe its God telling me.. "why did you take chem in the first place?"... i guess ill just treat it as Gods will and move on... dammmnn why is this demaoralising stuff happening to me.. =/..

OH WELL.. TIL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING.. DONT LET THE U'S PULL DOWN YOUR SMILE... ONE U MADE MY DAY TOTALLY BAD... DAMMMNNN GUESS ITS ALL GODS WILL..

heah heah... what songs to choose...

it isnt looking good man... all my friends are turning in crappy results.. and they studied alot more than me.. what more can i expect now.. but to lay low and hope for the best... just realised im a teddy bear today in ct period... i have a very accomodating leadership style.. does that mean im cute kind cuddly and warm??... x))..dont need to answer that thanks...

i found that truth... i found that passion.. i found the flame.. beneath the lighted heart...i prayed for guidance.. i asked for grace.. butfate had me bumping into you all the same... i wanted what i couldnt get.. but you gave me everything i didnt deserve... you light up my life.. you give me hope.. you bring me strenght.. you are my life... =))

MONDAY!!
nothing much really happened on monday... it was the first day of school and it was the first day of school monday blues all over again.. bleh... i just realised that our new chem teacher is quite the nice woman.. although chad keeps insisting we havent seen her darker side yet...the lessons were quite slack on mon i guess...

then i decided to play a little bowling.. then some pool with chad josh and few other of his SA friends... i dont know why... but my pool skills are the up and down kind... i dont really know why also... 1 game was pretty tyco.. cos chad potted both the white and black in at the same time... the other game i won was cos i potted the black.. so yay me.. =)).. the rest of the games chad won... sooo shagged because of the euro finals that i plomped on the bed at around 9.30 till 6.30 the next morning.. power to the amt of sleep i can take.. hahaa..

YOU KNOW WHAT I MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?...
i miss your smile..
i miss having someone to play guitar with...
i miss the fact that i can lead a carefree life...
i miss the primary school days...
i miss holidays...
i miss benandjerries
i miss 4e2...
i miss the company of my besties...
i miss camp aspire grp 10...
MOST IMPORTANTLY...
I MISS YOU.. =) cos you decorated my life!!...

aarrghh..i have to choose another 2 more songs for sunday.. i have to send it to feli and auntie peggy by tonight... and do my econs tutorial... and get up early tomorrow all at once.. I CANT JUST TAKE A CHILL CANT I?... =) its all in the Lords plan and ill trust in Him..
TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING!!!