there have been times i have been really sad.. but the ultimate moments are the times when i cant help but let out my tears.... be it of frustration guilt lost or of the fact that i just cant do something right...i havent been that way since the start of my secondary school life i guess... always standing strong no matter what it is.. cos i have my friends and their enduring support!...
but at that moment i felt so weak... so insecure... without her there... without you all there... without a friend to say its all all right.. its gonna be fine... to be rejected straight in the face with that irritating look on your face really hurts... do you know how long i spent doing this for my dearest grandfather?... do you know how i painstakingly worked throughout the night negelcting my homework just for that one moment.. i even imaged it so vivdly so clearly in my mind the reactions the possibilities... i wanted to make this the best birthday for my grandfather... did you?..i spent hours editing and cropping and scanning and running it through time and time again till perfection had its place... SO YOU DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO YOU HEAR?...
i managed to show it to grandad in the end... and im glad he loved it.. I LOVE YOU GRANDPA... =) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!... and im also glad he loved the collage that i did for him.. picking only the best moments on our trip... the dinner was great was really fruitful at jumbo... and i was so happy ready to show him what i had instore for him on that sunday... i had a great time chatting with kelly on school and some random stuff... great photos were taken... but you spoiled my mood to be honest... you killed it... but overall it was great at the JUMBO ON DEPSY ROAD...
oh well i just wanted to get this off my chest... aahhh i feel alot alot better.. =))... ill post the photos probably on another day cos im too lazy and shagged to even bother to post... =)
TODAY!!
today was quite a good day... i think i did well for my chinses oral.. totally screwed up the passage but i did well for the convo...yayy... holiday lessons officially started... and the revision hasnt really officially started yet x))... i must stop playing and start working hard for the mids!....i hope i do well... i hope... played pool with chad and his friends followed by 3games of bowling with marcus boon hao and bryana... i was totally off today... man what a waste of money.. cant wait to get a new ball... but the fact is that im broke... and i have no willingness and ability to buy x( (econs!)...i guess ill be staying up late today "studying" and finishing my homework...
TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... TOORRAH AND GOD BLESS!! KEEP SMILING =))
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