Hello world... I've not been blogging the past week because all the rushing of corrections and gce and holiday lessons have been keeping me dam busy... now from eeling bored at home i feel that i've no room to breathe and need a break.. life's that ironical isnt it... when you feel like you miss studying and school because you have too much of a break when you actually get back to school too much is thrown in your face and you really need a break...
I find motivation to go to gce not just because its so close to trip and ive got no other choice.. its also because of the great people i've met and made friends with.. through thick and thin we suffer through all the long meetings in silence... we've been such a bonded group i feel.. especially team publicity.. we may be the noisiest but also the most productive when it comes to ideas dont you think =D... its good to crack jokes once in a while in a tense presenting atmosphere...
Familiar faces, unfamiliar motives... the faces i've not seen for a long time bring back memories of the past.. but somehow, the motives are all different now... from what used to be the past full of relaxed and laughing faces to faces now so tense and stressed in the light of the a levels.. people change and they dont just change overnight.. they change based on the environment they step into.. and i have to admit, ever since stepping into a jc from the first moment with 1s18 till now, the last moments with 1s26.. ive grown so much.. more confident in myself and the way i do things, i'm more mature in thought, i'm not rash in going into things like i used to, i feel that its a new me coming out from the secondary school days and into the pressure cooker a level system.. no time's is loss time if you make it happen...
When I met you for the first time after so long, i realised what i missed about you...your smile, your eyes and the way you talk... that moment when i realised that eveything that made sense didnt made sense anymore.. i realised that all the time my heart was leading me to the right place and i was trying to avoid the fact and admit defeat... like a mighty boxer falls to the floor in humilitation just because he cant take another punch.. i look at you helplessly, flashes of our past fly through my mind.. i didnt want that moment to end, but i was too helpless... too hopeless to do anything... he won, and i let him... I still remember and I will never forget your sweet smile...
WHATS PRIORITY IF YOU HAVE'NT GOT GOD ON THE TOP OF YOUR LIST...
TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! :D
I heard the econs paper was tough so all you a leveler's all the best for the rest of your papers~!
Fireflies- Owlcity (cover)
"Cos' I like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly... Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep cos everything is never as it seems"
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