school today was indifferent.. just that same routine that all thursdays bring... these few days, ive been finding myself still grapling with stuff i thought i knew but actually didnt muster properly enough...
IM ON THE EDGE OF NERVOUSNESS!.. tomorows mother tongue results!... and i really hope i dont dissapoint my teacher who taught me all i needed to know and more... a teacher that truly cared for the well being of her students... truly knew how to teach.. she was always inspirational and never dull... though chinese to me before was a dry and boring subject, something i never thought i could do well in (i guess partly cos its inherent in my family to be bad in chinese).. she helped me cancel all that doubt and made me interested in the subject (which is honestly a miracle), even the boring and trying times she tried her best to teach us and cheer us up with her sweets... I MISS CHINESE LESSON! =/
its pointless the way i try.. cos when everytime you smile it just fills me with warmth i cant describe... whenever my mind vacates the classroom, it would fill about the thoughts of you... i know you care, i really do... and every little thing you do is magic in my eyes..
that particular 1 hour lesson killed everyone.. its not that we cant pay attention.. its just the lesson is so so so undescribable... you try to keep your eyelids open.. you try to focus but your mind wanders elsewhere.. i really am trying..
IM GOING OFF TO BE A GOOD BOY AND GET SOME WORK DONE.. TILL ANOTHER DAY.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =)
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