its the dissapointments i try so hard to hide

ITS THURSDAY!.. one more day till the weekends come rolling in... i cant wait to get a break from school... i guess time in school has been passing pretty fast, all because of the fun class im in... i sort of in a way look forward to "suffering" everyday with you guys!.. haha

I'm dissapointed, by a lot of things... the small things and the things that matter...

its uncle geoff's last lesson today before nehemiah takes over as my new guitar teacher... honestly im gonna miss the moments i had with such a great teacher.. he taught me a lot.. and he brought my guitar skills to a higher level.. i honeslty began becoming more intrested in guitar when he started teaching me... ALL THE BEST IN YOUR STUDIES UNCLE GEOFF!.. =)

i didnt get in.. i got pushed out... will I ever be good at this?... i know i try my best.. i know i go every training with a willing heart beacause i plain love this sport... but i know the j1's coming in are pretty strong.. i dont think ill ever be that good... TOP 16, IM NOT EVEN THERE YET..

My guitar string broke... ARRGHHH...

on a happier note.. i finished most of my stuff i inteded to do while "studying" with parthi and petrina waiting for the class to end.. i just have gp to finish and ill be jumping in joy sooner than you think...

on a further happy note... I RAN 3.2 KM!.. woohhoo.. okay i dont know why but i just felt like running after coming back from school.. it was a cool after rain day so it was a magnificent day for running... i finally kicked off my prolonged procrastination of wanting to run.. and not getting forced by my friends to run.. HAHA.. i have self motivation!.. finally.. i was listening to my ipod as i ran and i thought it really blocked off all the frustrations and thoughts that were bubbling in my head... I FEEL GOOD!... endorphins are kicking in..

OKAY I REALLY NEED TO TRAIN HARDER FOR THE SUNDOWN MARATHON!.. =))im so so waiting to test my new asics out cos my nike pegasus is slowly but surely breaking... the sole is wearing off..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING...

OFFERING- PAUL BALOCHE
"its only through your mercy, Lord i come.. "