PRESUMPTION IN THE AIR... if i say something... dont twist it the other way will you?

heyyy people... back ranting... ranting about what has past and what i think is about to come...

sunday was church.. and pastor yaps message really hit home... it told me of how when people leave the war field...you still carry on fighting for the Lord... it told me... it was a sign.. that if i should retain that i take it with pride and glory.. with all that i have go for gold... my pathway litted a never seen before light... now after all that doom and gloom.. retaining doesnt seem like the end of the world at all... like my mum said " if you choose this route.. you should end with it".... i want to be that christian left in the battle grounds... i want to fight till the end for the Lord... i wont give up... i'll never back down... poly's 3years seem sooo sooo far... its times like these that the Lord is my strength...

i regret... taking all the plunges and not knowing whats below... this time the plunge was way too deep and it sunk my ship...sunk all the hopes and expectations i carry with myself...i always thought i was outgoing and at the same time a pretty smart person... coming to a jc.... i thought i could ace this curriculum... but it proved taxing and tough... without friends this would've been one hell of a drag...

HOPE... i hope a lot of things... i hope that people would stop procrastinating and come straight to the point... i hope for the world and its voilence to come to a standstill.. i hope for the future i have always dream of... i theres hope.. there light.. and if theres light theres bound to be a way out... =))

today with you made me feel like myself... i dont care what other people think because you are one hell of a friend and i have to admit one of my best buddies in school... i can relate... i can advice.. i can talk... but none as heartwarming and as heart to heart as with you...

i despise the desperados... i despice those that think theyve got it all but the fact is they lack the most.... i think the people who are desperate for that girl and are raging over with hormones to get her in their arms are just plain sickos...

I HAVE ALOT TO LOOK FORWARD TO.. ALOT TO LIVE.. AND TILL THE DAY I LET MY HAIR DOWN.. I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME MAN... =)till another day people... byeee!!