"I'm weak its true.. Cos my heart keeps falling faster.. I've waited all my life to cross to the only thats true so i will not hide its time to try.. anything to be with you... all my life I've waited.. THIS IS TRUE" -Ryan Cabrera: True

I saw you again because we live so close.. and everytime whatever the reason whenever we meet at the intersection be it you with your brother or you alone, even though i happen to not look in your direction you would run over and give me a tap on the shoulder or call my name from across the road and ask me how i'm doing.. I know I might the most naiive man in the world.. or even let my feelings take over when I'm with you.. it never changes this feeling, where my heart skips a beat when you smile... there are so many things i want you to know that I'm too weak to say it out myself.. oh its true...

Another week of school just flew by..and all i really did remember was the impactful talk Irene Ang gave during the CT period on how even though life is down we can turn the tide just becasue we never gave up.. she saw so many setbacks happen to her all the way in her life and still came out strong because she had faith... I thought the talk really gave light into the things we can do with our lives and there's never a "deadend" because its all in your mind...

Tomorow is another day of school and I'm sort of looking forward to tomorow because mondays and fridays are probably the most slack days of the school week... and its only 1 more week to common test... please don't remind me because i've barely started.. maybe a bit of maths revision today but i'm slowly trying to psyche myself into a study mode... I just hope God's with me through another gruelling week of school...


(500)Days- AJ Rafael
started off grand then ended in ruins
thought you were the one you never knew what we were doin'
you didnt know when to stop all of your games
and you left me here, left me without any shame

so the truth came out you couldnt promise me the love that i was pouring out for you
and when you went away
couldn't get you out of my mind oh i
was broken down for you

500 days i know it wasn't the best but i won't ever forget no i won't ever forget
500 days i know it wasn't the best but i won't ever regret no i won't ever forget you

i gotta be frank-- i can't imagine me with anyone other than you
had me feelin like my dreams came true

you made me feel good
like no one else existed
like summer was here everyday of the year
now its just my wishful thinkin

so the truth came out you promised someone else the love that i was pouring out for you
when you went away
couldn't get you out of my mind oh i
was broken down for you

there is a light and it never goes out
and there is a promise and i don't mean to scream and shout
but there is a fog and it's blocking that light
gotta let you go, no use in fighting this fight


I want us to be more than 500 days.. really I do :)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

HELLO WORLD!!:)... its been a while since i last posted before the CNY's... and here's what i can remb of it all... I had a magnificent break during the CNY's because i really needed it... Visiting relatives always brings a smile to my face, even though at times we just sit in front of the tv and do nothing but eat.. being with my relatives once a year just makes me smile, looking at my neices and nephews running around and playing with each other... how every compliment makes your head bigger even though you dont try to admit it.. new clothes, food, ang bao and most importantly the company.. I HAD A GREAT CNY
DAY 1





DAY 2





I remembered we had our first "class outing" on tuesday before school started, watching a great show called Percy Jackson and the Lightnign theif.. though there were only a few of us, 7 of us to be exact, we had a great time :)

THEN SCHOOL HAD TO COME... :( where everyone hopes and prays for friday to come and the weekends for a break.. its just that tough in jc2, at least for me... lucky it was a short week last week this week its back to reality and i'm tired of it all.. being able to cope with studies that i slowly but surely slipping out of my hands.. these are the times when faith in God plays a part.. these are the times when we have to rely on God to pull us through every long and draining day...

Dunman High friendly last saturday at Orchard country club was a great experience beign able to play on the lanes and venue where the a divs will be held.. the dry lane conditions didnt help our school bowlers at all... but we'll do better and I'll train harder, i just hope they put my into the main team...

ITS ONLY TUESDAY! ITS ONLY TUESDAY... 3 MORE LONG DAYS TO GO.. I really hope God will see me through these three long days... All this pressure and hype is leaving me breathless

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Its 1am in the morning... 1.21am to be exact.. and im supposed to be sound in my bed now trying to sleep bacause i have to wake up at 7.30 for church tomorow followed by a whole day of visiting.. I'M TOO CAUGHT UP WITH THE NEW YEAR SPIRIT TO SLEEP! XDD..just ended a confrence call, a one hour conference call between the wusses... aaron, boon, shariful and parthi.. we had a great fun wishing each other and other random people we decide to add to wish happy new year too.. I laughed till i couldnt laugh anymore, what a way to start off chinese new year LOL.. :D

Whats been happening over the past week was tests tests and more tests and tons of homework to follow.. IM THANKFUL FOR THIS 5 DAYS LONG BREAK!.. Thank God for chinese new year! :D.. I need to time to settle down and take a breather and get my sights set on the common test just 3 weeks away.. but now since the new year spirit is in the air, i get to forget everything for a while... meet the relatives and cousins and have a great time! :)

Friday was celebration day in school.. we ended at around 10.30 which was great! :)went to town with the wusses and had a great time talking and chilling after so many months, it was just great.. and it was on that day that i found out that my ipod's spoilt and not my earphones, just my luck... we happened to get on blog tv!! becuase we passed by where flying dutchman was doing this programme on getting people walking on orchard road to call the peole they know and tell them, I LOVE YOU!.. its to tell everyone that we live in a too passed pace society and we should just stop and say hi... so we called shriful's friend melody and her reaction to the call was hilorious, what a once in a lifetime experience LOL... :D



Today i had a hard time packing my messy room and only half the work is done.. i dont think i'll be able to pack in time before cny but i guess it looks neat and tidy enough for visitors.. then it was reunion dinner and it was great to sit with the family talk with the cousins and eat steamboat.. the warmth and happiness family brings is simply priceless... then the cousins, my siblings and i went to play pictionary and it was too fun to be true, shouting out random names, having a good laugh...




then we went to the nursery to get plants on a last minute offer to brighten up our home and it was tough work carrying the bouganvillas, the daisies and the kamkuats but the scene was extremely nice everyone was scrambling in a mad rush of offers and people to get the best flowers for themselves...







HERE'S WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY AND BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR...
GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! :D

you

You're like the relightable candle, a flame that never extinguishes in my heart...
No matter how much time has passed you're like a memory that never fades...
Sometimes I wonder how I'm still able to pass everyday comprehending this fact...
Today got me thinking about you again, only you will know why...
I still thought we could be something, but I guess its just not God's will...
I shouldnt dwell on the unhappy past but this past isnt unhappy at all..
Its brings back so many fond memories I'll always hold dear...
Sometimes I stare into space and just wonder...
Its a habit... An old habit...


I remember you liked this picture a lot... flowers and clouds your favourite things in the world

GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING ESP YOU

Reunion dinner yesterday was a bast!!!.... My mum's side of the family came over for an early reunion dinner... the atmosphere was great and steamboat always is great ;)... looking at little sophie's reaction when her parents ask her to smile or when auntie hazel talks to her on skype and how she's looking on curiously at the screen in front of her makes me smile.. this small girl is a climber, she climbed the steps up and down more than 10 times and still wanted to even after her parents wanted her to go home cos its her bedtime... little kids sometimes can bring a smile to your face just because they're so innocent and happy with what they have... she was the highlight of the reunion dinner giving everyone that ear to ear grin and that high 5... :D had a great time yesterday

Shopping this afternoon was great too! finally got all things i needed for the new year.. that's what i love about chinese new year, you get new clothes and new shoes :D and the company of your family especially the extended family you haven't seen for ages is heartwarming too.. :D I want chinese new year to come faster!

This weekend gave me a well needed rest from the busy routine of jc life.. now all is go to school come back do my work and go to bed.. maybe the occasional 2 days when i get to go for cca... the rest of the week is just jam packed with studying and work.. and its only been what 1 month... I need to keep having faith in myself and in what i do and hopefully God will see me through..

Today's sermon saw pastor talking about counterfeit christianity and how we routine rituals wont strengthen your faith if you don't believe in God.... I just think pastor yap brings about another dimension of christianity everytime he stands on that podium and speaks his sermon... God was there today

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... IVE GOT LOTS OF WORK TO DO.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! :D
p.s- i cant find my card reader now cos my rooms in too much of a mess after the paint job... ill upload the photos of reuninon dinner when i get the card reader!:D

TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS GOING INTO AMY TOMOROW AFTERNOON MORNING OR EVENING ALL THE BEST!!! :D... I don't know but it seems as if everyone i know is heading into tekong tomorow... its something i definitely wont be looking forward to next year...

Schools been a blur recently... mostly been missing lessons because I'm the games facil of the amazing race, leap frog station and also the captains ball station during the finale... these few days being the games facil has been a blast.. its a good feeling to be able to command cheers when you want them.. and its a good feeling to be able to see the enthusiastic look on the freshemen's faces when they played the game... and its also great to have magnificent partners in crime manning leapfrog,nina and yawonn, i think we had a great time getting burnt in the sun and catching flying a4 papers :D... i didnt get to bust my voice like i hoped to this year but i didnt regret being a games facil at all... it reminded me of the times when I was a j1, the times when i had to be the most enthusiastic in a quiet class.. :D those were the days man...

The finale was great though the sun was killer.. on thursday the j1's had a mass picnic on the lush green field in the merciless sun... me, nevin and felicia had the honour of being games facil for the finale... we had fun playing a little bit of basketball with netball balls and getting burnt under that powerpack sun... looking a the j1's dance the new college dance and through it all PEGASUS winning orientation 2010 this year made the day even better :D... we've made history and i dont know if its fate but i've never left pegasus all through my jc life and to see pegasus win made me happy, but regretful that i wasnt part of the OGL team that led pegasus to victory... BAIK PEGASUS! :D

At the end of this week, ive missed many lessons and pretty much enjoyed every moment being part of this great orientation that saw me making many new friends and also getting burnt a new shade of auburn brown in the process... IT WAS WORTH IT :D I needed a break

I still can't get enough of the orientation spirit because I want it to always be that way.. sad to say, I still havent comprehended the fact that this j2 life ahead's going to be tough...

Its febuary already and time has sped by so fast i didnt even notice the year starting... i cant wait for the chinese new year because school life is weighing all of us down i can tell.. I'm still in a dilemma thinking whether to go for college day auditions or not..





I'LL ALWAYS REMB THE ORIENTATION TIMES 1S26 09 AND 1S18 08 :D