I'll admit and have to say, I love you for the wrong reasons

TOMOROW'S CLASS GATHERING!!.. bbq at my place, i hope its a success... and i really hope to see everyone tomorow =)..about 18 people have already agreed to come so im expecting a great and fun evening with the class of 1s26!..

I've put life into presepective and sought myself solace, that without You dear Lord, nothing nothing is possible.. and with you everything is.. I thank the Lord for blessing me all this while, his unfaithful servant, always procrastinating and putting the Lord aside.. I want to and know i can change.. You gave me so many things, gifts, talents and opportunities, because you love me and I know it... this is a proclaimation to You, that i'll never take you for granted ever again.. Praise the Lord..

I've stopped asking questions or doubting my own ability... especially when i'm sick or injured,helpless under the body's power do i know you care... I've stopped wondering when you'll realize that he's just a sham and come back to the one who cared for you even when he's not around you... I tried to think myself always as the one who'll be there for you, but even you didnt want to give me a headstart... blame me for being reckless, blame me for being myself... but all this unfairness needs an explanation doesnt it... if life could be as smooth for me as 'Yes Man'.. if i were to say yes to everything and every opportunity, would it work out better?... would it?

I might be kidding you, I might be kidding myself...

This is just an extremely random post because i just wanted to tell everyone, everything thats on my mind.. because in time to come, sane or insane... i want to tell everyone that i can remember my thoughts, my life story, from this blog...

HOW ABOUT ONE SONG THAT MAKES MORE SENSE

BUTTERFLY FLY AWAY- AJ RAFAEL (Rafael family)
You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away
=)

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!