There've been a lot of things I wanted to say to you, my thoughts, my feelings and most importantly how I feel about you.. but everytime its different.. the excuses i give myself to avoid you... i think you know, but its like you don't.. its that sixth sense leading me on... its that smile and that wave that leads me away from the harsh life I'm going through and the moment.. and that brief moment our eyes meet, its like you're trying to tell me all the things I want to know.. I don't know about you, but the life I lead tends to swerve to stop when I'm around you...

Lots of things have been going on the past week... I've been busy fighting fatuge and mixed feelings for many things including studies.. my motivation has finally found me.. and i think it may be a bit late but i still harbour the hopes of acing my mids this time round.. no more dissapointments... all the class test I'm getting back so far have been giving me an added boost to my morale... and in this jc life you really need these academic achievements to know that you're coping well.. I've either been one mark short of top of 1 mark short of an A... its been encouraging it really has...

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MUMMY!

Mum you have been a pillar all these 18 years in my life.. a person I always could count.. whenever i'm sad i look for you.. whenever im happy i look for you too... i remember when i was still 10 and terrified of your feather duster beatings and the times spent alone with the toilet.. i remember the elaborate attempt of me trying to apoliges to you by writing on the walls and the piggy banks when you were really mad at me.. i'm 17 turning 18 now and a lot has changed.. YOU made me to who I am now.. i'm proud to have such a great mother... i really am... I LOVE YOU MUMMY! =)

Monday!
Went out studying with tegoeh, sam, jq and jx... we had a great time studying at subway.. i felt it was the most productive 5 hours in ages of studying.. i just get easily distracted... but i feel unusually determined and motivated studying with friends... I finished my WHOLE CHEM MYE REVISON QUESTIONS in that 5 hours.. which sums up my tiring chem revision for mye's... =))

Then we went to watch WOLVERINE!.. i've been wanting to watch this for so so long!.. hahahaha.. it was great the movie was overall brilliant.. got to see a story of wolverine i really never knew and a glimpse into all the other x men charaters when they were young... cool mutant action!... Wolverine a.k.a parthi a.k.a X10.. super buffed and his claws were off the hook!... 8.5/10! I enjoyed it a lot!.. =)

THE PAST WEEK WAS GREAT, SPENT WITH FRIENDS AND BOOKS... =) IM JUST DEAD TIRED HONESTLY.. I WANT EXAMS TO END SO I CAN END THIS MISERY OF TRYING SO HARD TO STUDY AND GETTING ANGRY WHEN I DONT GET THE RIGHT ANSWERS..

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!