IM DISSAPOINTED... THOROUGHLY DISSAPOINTED!... i don't know why, its that I havent been working hard enough, its just not that... it breaks my heart it really does...

I WANT HOT RAMEN NOODLES TOO!!...i know tegoeh wants his noodles fast and so do I!.. =/ anticipation is something I really don't like.. and guessing only makes the peaceful nights all the more chaotic... i try to drown the sounds of all these noises in the back of my head, but it keeps surfacing...

I think they realise how serious i am during training and how I honestly and truthfully want this really, really badly.. please dont take this away from me, i know i can make it, i know i can...

When i stared into his face i saw the sadness, the grief filling and swelling up.. i wanted to comfort him but i dont know how.. i started to recall that particular day when everything seemed to fall on me.. it was the same expression i had.. it was the same stoned look as thought came flashing through my mind about my grandfather and how important he is in my life... i really hope he takes in his stride and come out from this stronger than ever.. he's a great friend and honestly looking at him sad makes me all the more sad..

now that is what i call a random post...

i think im loosing it.. both in my enthusiasm to do work.. and in my enthusiasm for school, its all dying off... =/ Dear Lord please sustain me...


SECRET VALENTINE- We The Kings

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
-end-

THE LYRICS TELL IT ALL.. till another day people.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =)