CRUSH!!

I hung up the phone tonight,
F Em Am
Something happened for the first time, deep inside
Em F
It was a rush, what a rush
Am Em F
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Em Am
Feel the same way about me
Em F
It's just too much, just too much
Am Em
Why do I keep running from the truth
F Em
All I ever think about is you
Am Em F G
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know


F C
Do you ever think, when you're all alone
Am G
All that we can be, Where this thing can go
F C
Am I crazy or falling in love
Am G
Is it really just another crush
F C
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Am G
Are you holding back, like the way I do
F C
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
Am G F C Am G F C Am
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away


Am Em F
Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Em Am
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Em F
Is there more, is there more
Am Em
See it's a chance we've gotta take
F Em
Cause I believe we can make this into
Am Em F G
Something that will last, last forever, forever


F C
Do you ever think, when you're all alone
Am G
All that we can be, Where this thing can go
F C
Am I crazy or falling in love
Am G
Is it really just another crush
F C
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Am G
Are you holding back, like the way I do
F C
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
Am G F C Am G F C Am
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away


F
Why do I keep running from the truth
Am G
All I ever think about is you
F
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
F
And I just got to know


F C
Do you ever think, when you're all alone
Am G
All that we can be, Where this thing can go
F C
Am I crazy or falling in love
Am G
Is it really just another crush
F C
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Am G
Are you holding back, like the way I do
F C
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
Am G F C Am G F C Am
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

-END!-

I know this crush aint going away... i just know it... this isnt a crush anymore is it?... its plain unfair when you're in too deep and cant get out of it anymore... CRUSH?.. LOVE?... FRIEND?...

saw both gays and radeya at heartland while i was heading to church... and something just hit me... i havent seen s18 in a long time and i miss everyone of them... haha...

i never thought in my mind from sec 1 till sec 4 that when i plan to come to a jc... i would step into an all girl only guy class... shocking... dont know how to fit in... yeah you know when i got into this class all that was on my mind was DAMMIT WHY ME?... haha.. but anyway... everyone of my classmates were great people... very welcoming... friendly.. warm.. the kind of people you could get along with...

if i didnt remeber wrongly... my first friend was SONIA.. haha... i knew her cos she was my cousins "ahem"... =)) she was really the first person that i talked to or rather dared to talk to in s18... then came cheryl sw... if im not wrong when me and regina were elected as the class leaders i got to know her alot alot better...

REGINA- has been really a motivator in my j1 year... she really taught me and adviced me.. and i looked up to her as a senior cos she has been through it all before... though at times may be a little moody... you're really like a bigger sister to me =)...

we started off as a quiet class... really really quiet.. HAHA.. ok we didnt really break off the quiet tag.. we were a class that didnt respond to teachers.. all the teachers were super frustrated with our ignorance .. tactic after tactic used to lure us out of the silence all useless.. we were the kind of stubborn class that didnt want to show the warmth and personality deep within...

then came peedoubleuu... what i thought was the worst thing that ever ever hit me... till i met my grp mates... GAY.M, RADEYA AND PL... they were the best... always efficient during meetings.. we were strangers at first but we became alot alot closer along the way... I MISS YOU 3!!..

I MADE FRIEND AFTER FRIEND AS WE PROGRESSED ALONG THE YEAR.. you may consider me as cliqueless... cos im not used to being in cliques... i cliqued hopped hoping to find some where i belonged... but i ended up being everyones friend... haha... oh well im from a guys school k...

A REVIEW OF THE S18 PPL AND WHAT I THINK OF THEM!...
jelena- one of the first few friends i made... haha... cos i think she knew kevin and all and we started to talk to each other...everytime only know how to laugh!

lynette- met her at the bus stop going home on the first few days of school even before we had school u... haha... interest in music meant good company.. her lame jokes really cannot make it!!... x)

sonia- i like to make fun of her.. but she's been a good friend through the year.. listening to all my fears and doubts... =) please grow taller!.. haha.. and i still owe her a movie treat but i guess she forgot about it liao...

cheryl- the only person from the same cca in my class!... cos janice always pons.. haha... hope you do well next year.. and she's the one you can joke around with..

laurel- she's the one that is really encouraging.. everytime i fail or do something wrong and i feel crappy i would sms her.. and she would never fail to encourage me to go on... GO LEARN YOUR DRIVING.. =)... one of the closer friends in class...

janice- WINATA!... you were always blur blur.. haha... one great maths rep... i think i can really talk to you and not feel bored cos you have alot of experience and stories to tell me... i treat you very much like a big sister too!

k.gay- you were someone i thought was the friendliest in your clique of 4 so i think i made friedns with you first... very friendly.. one great classmate... DO WELL FOR YOUR RETEST!...

angela- you're a very assertive kinda person.. very independent in the things you do.. you're kind to all your friends as well... someone who logs on to msn once in 5 years.. x))... haha.. youve been a great friend..

lilin- though i dont talk to you much.. can see you're very gullible.. haha... try jumping more.. then can grom taller k... do well in your A's.. =)

weiting- haha you're a funny easy going person... very very lame at times... but you always break the tension and you're just good as a friend... =) continue to ace econs eh econs pro... 0.0

HAHA.. AS FOR THE REST... MY PW MATES I MENTIONED IN THE EARLIER POST.. DONT NEED TO MENTION LIAO LAH... HAHA.. THE REST OF THE CLASS MATES ROCK TOO.. BUT THESE ARE THE PEOPLE I FEEL IM CLOSER TO.. =) GOD BLESS PEOPLE.. THIS HAS BEEN A LONG ONE.. HOPE IT DIDNT BORE YOU.. I MISS MY CLASS... =)