the foolish things within

i know... i promised not to be emo... i promised not to be long winded.. i promised i'd find another form to destress... but right now.. this is the way.. haha... no choice... no other way i find better.. =))

i realised i was foolish to fall in that trap.. i realise that living life like that is not working for me any more... i realise that i have to change and change fast... these holidays have made me refelct on myself more than ever... the times we laughed the times we smiled... was that all nothing?... dwelling on the past isnt as good as dwelling in the present... you're a good friend... i shouldnt keep a false front in front of my other good friends..

i just realised that even though i try my best to make friends... not all of them turn out to be ppl i can really click with... my montfort pals have been with me thrught the thick and the thin ... rohith chad and marcus... ive known that for so long... i wouldnt trade them off for anyother friend.. cos they mean the world to me... friends in 1s18 i know i can click with and trust.. not the whole class but most of my classmates i know have my back... realising who the real ppl are that have your back when the push comes to shove can be quite hurting.. but wakes you up from that dillema in your head...

i appreciate... wouldnt trade my church pals for the world as well... my christian brothers and sisters... amos steph sam jm sy feli kev mel py... i just realised that without them... church just wouldnt be church...

i learnt alot of new things through my life... ive gained wisdom that doesnt just come from books.. ive made friends to last a lifetime... im satisfied... satisfied with all the things ive done.. friends i make... and of cos YOU... you inspire me more than anything... i have a great family and im not afraid to say it out loud... =))

there are alot of things in life you dont stop to realise... you dont stop to look.. that just goes by... like clockowork (fabs new phrase)... i cherish all the "num" gang cos we are mutually interdependent! "econs!! alive!".. haha... without them.. life would be rusty.. less clockwork... wouldnt be that fun... =)) i love you guys...

ive gone into totaly study mood mode... guitar seems to be a great learning experience everytime... songs are my motivation.. so till another day ppl.. keep working hard and studying hard!!... =))

this was just a totally random post.. hahah...=)peace...