i really miss you... i really do...

when i see you i cant take my eyes off you... when we part i cant stop thinking of you... everytime i say "hi" we click...everytime i say "bye" i dont want to leave...its so surreal so weird but it happens everytime i see you... i live and breathe you...

went out with lette "mum" and bro today... not my real family but my fake family.. ha ha... met up with lette at kovan at 3.00 and we crapped and joked at why the gangsters nowdays all like to wear skin tight white tapered pants... x))... then we met up with "mum" and "bro" at the spotlight shop... they were shopping for cloth to make their superman cape... -.-... had alot of fun at spotlight... the st pats hat looks really nice on lette...makes her look like some elf...x) im not saying she's short or anything.. ha ha... mrt-ed to citylink and walked to marina square to square off in bowling.. more training for me!... i didnt kno lette was that good in bowling... she won me on one game... but i won the rest... then we went to watch STEP UP 2... wohooo... nice show...they sure can DANCE!...took some retarded picts...then went to eat dinner!...before we all went home... and all the cost of mostly nothing...cos "mum" was FEELING RICH... THANK YOU "MUM" RACHEL... HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOU ALL.. =)

met HER on the way back home... on the NEL... and i wanted to stop the clock...but i cant... dammit.. even though it was a short 20 mins... it was a full day in my time... =) felt a little emo back home... but this youtube video cheered me up... i actually randomly typed donald trump on youtube and i got this... x)

THIS GUYYY IS FFUNNNYYYY... =))... he made the last few hours of my day... haha

im still desperately trying to find the three measures for gp... need to type out..T-T..i need to do more research on PW... i have sooo much stuff to do... awww man... life is getting on the edges... but i cant stop bloging!... haha... TILL ANOTHER DAY PPL..GOD BLESS...

i think she is a butch... i really do...i need someone to study with...T-T

she really is a spoiler isnt she?... she really made my friday worse ok... and fridays were supposed to be the best best day of the week... it shouldve been...if not for that person... bleh...

today was quite she blehs... was supposed to collect my o lvl cert today.. but in the end me and chad didnt cos apparently bryan said that they had sports day but in the end carl and ben went to collect their o lvl certs... me and chad ended up eating at the hawker centre in kovan... filled our stomachs mostly with sugarcane..then went to train our bowling skills.. ha ha... i just realised that theres only some rare balls perfect for your fingers...my top game...109... lousy i kno... had alot of funnnn.. and i found out today that the bowling coach really no life..addicted to the game beside the counter..the luck pulling game... -.-

just went to yf..and we talked about relationships!!...friends and boygirl relationships... martin dont be sad ok... x))...had munchy donuts after that.. sees martin going into some mad rage... ha ha.. we left some notes for you... x)

my body is seriously still suffering for the after effects of the 10km run...dammit... butt muscles paiinnn shoulder muscles pain....i just hate this feeling... i got piles and piles fo homework to be done by next week.. and the amount of tests coming up is mad... I NEED A STUDY PARTNER FOR GOODNESS SAKE... i need someone who's good in chem..someone who's good in maths... and someone who's good in chinese... to help me.. help poor little me... preferably from 1s-18... ha ha...

OH WELLS..TODAY WAS ENLIGHTENING.... I NEED SOME REST COS TOMOROW IM PROBABLY GOING TO MUGG WITH MY FRIENDS... I HOPE... AND IM GOING OUT WITH LETTE AND RACH(MUM)AND JER(BRO) TOMOROW EVENING... I CANT WAIT...THANKS FOR THE TREAT MUM!... HAHA =)

chekezie easy... nooooo not him...T-T shagged shagged shagged...

what is up my people of the world... all the boys and girls... can you raise your hands in the air in the air..x)... wah what in the world am i doing?... got affected from breathing in too much of esthers carbon dioxide.. lol... btw esther..dont study too hard yah... dont force yourself so much... your eyebags showing already... if you need anyone or anything you can always talk to me..=)

SHAGGED MAN... ABOSLUTELY SHAGGED PPL... 4KM... T-T the 2.4 we ran on tues and i still havent for rid of the after aching effects this morning... and the miracle was... through the whole ten rounds around the track i didnt stop at all... wohhooo..first time i felt the runners high!!!.... good feeling to have cos after the run i felt i lost half my body weight..x).. at this rate i think ill get fit in no time... its all up to my will to run thats what i got from today... =)

even though i practically had no time to breathe today..cos it was a fully packed day.. thursdays are the worst.. the worst!... but after the gruesome run... met up with lette and we bus-ed to heartland mall and i had to rush home cos i had guitar classes... but lette being the kind girl that she is... followed me back home and all the way to agape... so kind..thanks lette.. had a nice time talking with you!... =) crapped all the way... ha ha... why mas selemat dont like singapore... we also celebrate selamat hari raya what..x)...

today we got our new ties...and its great!!!... maroon with a gold stripe... niicceee... 100 times better than our old tie and alot nicer than our montfort ties... ha ha...

and today i realised something big.. something very very BIG..i seriously think that going into this class of 1s-18... ive come to understand girls at a new level... girl talk is not all gossip..and sometimes even though you know what theyre saying you have to somehow pretend you're deaf.. x))... the wonderful world of girls... ha ha... and i have some feeling that my birthday this year is gonna be super unforgettable i dont kno why... i just have this feeling...

OH WELL.. TILL ANOTHER DAY... I HAVE A NICE GP TEACHER WHO HAS A GREAT NAME X)... CONGRATS TO ROHITH AND MAX NOT STOPPING FOR THEIR 4KM AS WELL... I HAVE A GREAT SCHOOL TIE... I HAVE A NICE CLASS... I HAVE NICE TUTORS (MOST OF THEM) =))...I HAVE A GREAT HELPFUL CHEM TEACHER IN MRS OH... I HAVE THE LORD TO THANK FOR ALL THESE THINGS.. count your blessings name them one by one ppl... GOD BLESS =)

LIFE HAS BEEN HAPPENING MAN... make me enthu.. i have to catch up... T-T

dont ask me hows jc life... seriously dont ask me... have you ever got tired of ppl asking you something over and over again... to kno that the quite obvious answer is... "its been good so far"... its like asking the person hows the burger...only got two answers good or bad... but singaporeans very kiasu all say "ok lah"... no wonder ppl say we singaporeans are unopiniated bunch of ppl..x)... you look at my msn and all and youll kno that i love school.. i LOVE SRJC... THE NEW TIE ROCKS BODOH... LUCKILY THE CHANGED THE TIE... AND ITS NO MORE CHRISTMAS YEESSAHHH....=) the berms are a little short for guys though...but i love the tie..hands down ppl...looks really nice...maroon with one gold stripe at the bottom... niccee...

i seriously need a calender and all to organise my stuff.. even though i swore the never use calender to oraganise your stuff oath... i have to surrender... i really really cannot remb all the little tests and big tests in and out of my head... when the homework's due and all... where's the love?... jc life is really draining man... i still havent got over my sec school mentality... i still havent really adapted to jc life..and the princpal said we have to buck up or die... T-T life's tough man...

OHHH BEFORE I FORGET..THE NEW CLASS BLOG IS FINALLY OUT!!!...YEAAHHH... CHECK IT OUT TO SEE IF YOU ALL LIKE IT..THE SITE AND ALL..AND TAG ON THE TAGBOARD FOR COMMENTS..www.pegasus1s18.blogspot.com...i have to go mug mug mug for binomial now... even though i kno that this probably wont last for long... i owe too many things...T-T...pls dear Lord..its in this time i need you guiding grace... COUNCIL INTERVIEWS TOMOROW ALSO!!!...AHHHHHH WISH ME LUCK PPL... I REALLY HOPE I GET INTO STUDENT COUNCIL COS IM AIMING BIG!!... x) GOD BLESS PPL..=)

NINE IN THE AFTENOON BY PANIC AT THE DISCO

Verse 1:

C
Back to the street where we began
Am
Feeling as good as lovers can you know
F
Yeah we're feeling so good


C
Picking up things we shouldn't read
Am
It looks like the end of history as we know
F
It's just the end of the world

C B
Back to the street where we began
Am B C F
Feeling as good as love, you could, you can

C
Into a place where thoughts can bloom
Am
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon
F C
And we know that it could be


And you know that it should
Am
And you know that you feel it too

Chorus:
F C
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon
B Am
And your eyes are the size of the moon
Em
Your good 'cause you can so you do

We're feeling so good
F
Just the way that we do

C
When it's nine in the afternoon
B Am
Your eyes are the size of the moon
Em
Your good 'cause you can so you do
F C
We're feeling so good


Verse 2:
C
Back to the street
C
Down to our feet
Am
Losing the feeling of feeling unique
F
Do you know what I mean?

C
Back to the place

Where we used to say
Am
"Man it feels good to feel this way"
F
Now I know what I mean

C B
Back to the street
Am
Back to the place
B C B Am
Back to the room where it all began

B C
Back to the room where it all began

Chorus:

F C
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon
B Am
Your eyes are the size of the moon
Em
Your good 'cause you can so you do

We're feeling so good
F
Just the way that we do

C
When it's nine in the afternoon
B Am
Your eyes are the size of the moon
Em
Your good 'cause you can so you do

We're feeling so good

F
Just the way that we do
C
When it's nine in the afternoon

Clapping+Piano/Keyboard part:
Am
Your eyes are the size of the moon
Em
Your good 'cause you can so you do

We're feeling so good
F
Just the way that we do
C
When it's nine in the afternoon

ive recently fell in love with panic at the disco again man... dont kno why... but i like this song..nine in the afternoon..your eyes are the size of the moooonnn.. =))... loveeeit... now i gotta go do my chinese econs maths and all the small things... PW is dueing soon... DEAR LORD PLS SAVE ME FROM THIS... T-T jc is sucking the life out of meeeee... and the cca's suppose to be submitted by tomorow..but i still dont kno what to join... ill probably choose SC..wish me good luck... GOD BLESS PPL =))

3-0 3-0 3-0 hiiiiii liverpool fans hiiii...!! x)) i kno i suck at pool...

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UUNNNIITTTEEDDD... GLORY GLORY MAN UNITEEEDD AND THE REDS GO MARCHING ON ON ON!!!!... woohhoooo... just had a great time watching the fiesty encounter of sorts... manutd vs liverpool..and guess who won... say the name ppl say the name of the premier league champs... MANUTD!!!..3-0 3-0 3-0 3-0...what a thrashing bodoh.. watching mascherano get red carded cos he couldnt shut his smelly trap... watching how stevie.g and "the great el nino" fenando torres get shut off time and time again.. only to fall like a baby everytime someone touches him... really a joy man... and the 3-0 is a great icing on the cake!...hiiii liverpool fans... hiii... nothing to say?... save it cos youre never gonna win any trophies this season... =) no hard feelings...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE HELEN!!!... her golden 6-0th birthday today... =) had a great time at the party..the food was great... pooling with my cousins was great funnn...even though i must admit i really lousy in pool...x))... but i won one game..yayyy me...dorea and ernest not bad..better than me T-T...and ernest all night trying to invent some crazy tactic of landing the ball into the pocket..and its proven to be succesful..x)...

oh wells...i was supposed to do my binomial homework today... but i ended up too engrossed in the match to do my homework...so bleh it... i might go and chiong binomial tutorial now.. might... cos im still high on the win...3-0 HAHA... till another day ppl toorah...
HOPE LETTE GETS A CHANCE TO COME TO ZSES NEXT WEEK... =) GOD BLESS PPL...

SWISSOTEL ROCKS... =)the view was great... wonderfulll good friday

21st march...
HAD A GREAT GREAT TIME WITH MY FAMILY ON GOOD FRIDAY... =) in the morning we went to church for service at bishan...saw ELISE AND RACHEL =))... caught up with them... long time since i last saw them... rachel gave me that cheeky wave... and elise saw me first thing smacked me on the back...x) the service was all right i guess.. rev david wong quite the funny guy...and as usual bishan is as packed as it always is...

after church... we checked in straight to SWISSOHTEL!! yaaayyy... the one next to raffles city...PRREEETTAAAYYYY place i tell you... my parents had a free stay there so we decided to check in on good friday...our room was on the 28th floor 0.0... even though im partially afraid of heights... i looked into the room and WOW... what a view... i actually liked singapore as a country alot more after i saw the view off the porch... ill let the pictures do the talking later... the room was awesome...had almost every channel on tv...and we lunched at 'kopitiam' the restraunt before heading back to the room to play some games... scrabble and cluedo took up all our time... (i got last in scrabble T-T what a disgrace)...my mom won with a game high of 218 points... and i won i cluedo..wohhhooo....

this was the view i got... the 28th floor ..shiok or?

my sis trying to eat the durian..abit too far ah sis

ouch... esplanade's really sharp..

monkey see monkey do..x)

singapore is mine... muuaahhhhahah

st.andrews cathedral just another monopoly..x)

o.o... NARNIA IN THE HOTEL?

and the winner iiissss.. sylvia... goo mum

the final word mess...

haha... i get to flick those small little ppl off like ants.. x)




after all the wooohhaaa... we went down to esplanade at the makansutra hub for a great meal...even though i must admit..very SINFUL food we had...T-T...need some huge workout now...ill let the pictures do most of the talking too... dont drool ok cos the hokkien mee was YUUUMMMM....but we had to rush cos the show was starting at about 9.05... and we reached there at 8.25... so i didnt get to slowly savour the good food... T-T oh and there was a guy filming the whole place while we were eating and i flashed him the PEACE sign.. HAHA..x))

PEEAAACCEE... =)

you kno this food looks good... mmmmm...

like.. double mmmmm.. x))

next uppppp...was moviiieeee time in the marina squares gv... the movie...?.... HORTON!!!!!!!!... niceee movie.. jim carey sure did a really good job of the main role...funny movie... but the greatest thing i learnt from it all "a person is a person... no matter how small".. SO TREAT THOSE ANTS WITH RESPECT PPL!... x) took quite abit of photos there also...got a cool horton pen that looked exactly like the clover..x)... RATING?... ILL GIVE IT AAAA 8.5/10 overall... nice show... =)

SHORTEDNESS


retarded pose 1

retarded pose 2

retarded pose 3 the hottest x) SPECKS STUCK IN MY THROAT!! x)

retarded pose 4

finally..the real horton..!

THE RETARD CLOVER X)

finally after the movie..which was already about 11... we went to the bowling alley in marina square to play some bowl!!... had to wait for half an hour... so i ended up stuck on virtua tennis 2... ha ha... but we bowled and we blowled..till our hands ached... bowled for 2 games but it seemed forever... i rocked in the first game almost beating my dad... he was 109...i was 101... T-T... so close... then in the second game it was a close one between my mum and dad... and my dad won again by 10 pts... T-T... WE BOWLED TILL 1.15AM...woohhooo midnight rounds and its highs..x)).. when we reached back we collapsed on the beds and fell straight to sleep...

22ND MARCH...
today... we woke up super early 7.30am... despite sleeping at 2 plus...T-T we breakfasted at cafe cartel...took a few random photos... and my sis had to rush off for her performance thing... while my bro had to tag along cos he had chinese...



it was just me and dad at cartel after they left... and after the sumptious breakfast..we went to explore swissotel before we checked out... and we realised there was no gym in that place at all... bleh.... then we decided to head down to funan to get my dads 4gb thumbdrive.. i ended up getting a pair of cool nike pants for PE..yayyyysss... before we explored the whole challenger... then we went thru citylink for a walk.. and we bought WARLORDS at the hmv there...great now i get to watch it finally.. ha ha... then we checked out of the hotel... and that was basically it..byeee swissotel... T-T.... i wanted to stay longer man...haha

that was most of what happened in my stay at the lovely swissotel... ohh before i forget..HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY JELENA...SISTER!!!... =))

a tribute to amanda overmyer... im leaning on top of the world...

gp test today... rraaaahhhh... not bad lah... managed the average 2.5 page requirement... was writing like some mad dog...chionging all the way ppl... the question?... "same-sex marriages should never be accepted" do you agree?... i wrote i agree that it shouldnt be accepted... i think i wrote i quite well... i hope..first real gp essay test... have i got fried?...im sooo not sure... hope i dont flunk it... x))

today ponned pe to go to the student council tea session..where the brainwash the brains out of you to join council... in the end ended up talking to rohith and his friends about "puuuussssyyyytear"... x))... the guy seriously very innocent... took us half and hour to tell him what it means -.-... so we ponned the council tea as well... ha ha anyways... i realy feel like joining the student council now... dont mind giving it a try... i wanted to give it up at first because i want to stay as CT rep...but now the tides have turned and i can be both CT rep and councillor at the same time... i kno ill have a colourful testi... but im scared i cant manage my time well enough... T-T

OH BEFORE I FORGET... SATURDAYS JELENA'S BIRTHDAY.. HAPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE JELENA..!!!!! .... =))we sang a birthday song for her after chem lecture... more and more peeps turning 17...wooottts... "you got a ploblem with that"... x))... im telling shermaine the truth and nothing but the truth..ha ha... ANY CLASMATES WANT TO GO STUDY THIS WEEKEND?... ALL THE TESTS COMING UP...NEED SOME STUDYING KAKIS...X)).. im trying to oragnise some 1s-18 class outing...but everyone not online at the same time..cannot mass convo..T-T...

OH WELLS... TODAY QUITE THE SLACK DAY..EVEN THOUGH I WAS LATE FOR GUITAR CLASS... FINALLY ONE NIGHT WHERE I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MY WORK... PPHHHEEEWWW...=) GO BLESS PEOPLE...SHINE ON... SHINE ON..


i wasnt into chinese songs before... but my chinese teacher got me to like this song... now i think jay chou rocks!!... 0.0 i dont kno what im saying... but yeah this song rocks.. ENJOOOYYYY... FENG- JAY CHOU... =)

homework is killing me... T-T..

people people people... peace... sorry if i havent been posting for a few days now... cos i have to catch up with the work in my class...T-T..i just realised that all girls are super hardworking... and rarely anyone hands up late...me?... i tell you all already right... slack is my middle name... and coming into a jc life... if slack is your middle name... youre in it for hell man... im still trying to crawl to the standards of work... hoping to hand in my work on time... which hasnt been going well so far...to have have a habit of sleeping less than 7 hrs if my homeworks not done.. not set the alarm for 4am and go to sleep but wake up turning off the alarm and going to sleep again.. life in 1s-18 has been great in terms of the friends i made in all the girls... my fellow sisters!!!!... but life has been bleh in the work speed and all the tests and all threatening at my neck...

oh wells... enough of all the ranting!... today was tiring... long long day... just back from school not long ago... and.. and... and... today was quite the fun day as well... made some new friends from s-09... chatted with my OGLs... did quite alot of work before we had to decide whether to go to the LT or stay with chad and his classmates.. so we decided to stay in the end.. the talk was long the talk was time consuming... chads dad even gave some peace back to chad... but we had to wait sooo sooo long before we were allowed to leave... you kno how boring it was...i cant believe i ponned a concert for this... T-T im so sorry steph... it was soo last min... dammm i broke my promise...

nvm.. today was not that bad a day... i need to go chiong my chem assignment and my bio assignments now... tomorows the gp essay test on gay marriage... aaahhh... not prepapred at all... havent wrote a gp essay before... am i gonn flunk it?...who knows man... im still contemplating... bowling or SC...

and i still think that korean guys... esp the suju peeps can really just put a wig on on and pass of as girls without a doubt... freakyyy ppl freakkyy... and i just realised that opening the combi lock on your locker is sooo satisfiying.. ( i know im weird)...and that binomial is lethal bodoh...
PEACE PPL... GOD BLESS EVERYONE... THANKS SHERMAINE FOR THE ENCOURAGING EMAIL =)...SNOW ANGELS BRING ME LIFE PEOPLE...IMMM SOOO SORRY STEPH FOR NOT GOING TO YOUR CONCERT... I FEEL REALLY BAD AND I REALLY WANTED TO GO.. SO IM SORRY YAH.. HOPE YOUR CONCERT ROCKED!!... TOORAH... =)

the new uniform's hoottt... life getting me down.. i soo gotta catch up

today's the first day of term two... the changed our timetables and made it even worse... not at all for the better... but its still as screwed up as ever... two 6pm days...T-T... with a gp test coming up on wed... and another chem pop quiz...like that no need any break for lunch already... jc life has been quite the tiring for me so far... reach home plomp on the sofa... x)...ill have to admit lah... im the person who needs his sleep..without a doubt a sleepaholic...but too much of everything to do to be a sleeperholic man...homework just keeps piling piling in..every subject also have..

had to wear our new school uniforms today.. the "transparent" uniform... a warning to all guys... beware what draws you wear.. cos this uniform aint the thickest uniform in the world...it looks pink from far actually..bleh... but must think positive!!... pink is the new black x))... shermaine im seriously jealous of your SA uniform now... T-T... so cool lah... white blue and nice tie... the dream ppl the dream...

oh wells enough dreaming for a day...i got to get back to work... and the student council gave me a letter today to invite me to their tea session because they see the leadership potential in me... -.- i dont even need to sign up.. they apprached me... soooo im still in a huge dillemma between bowling and SC... God pls tell me where to go...i need more time in my life... for the first time i feel 24 hours a day in totally not enough.. T-T dammnn dammnnn dammnnn... BY THE WAY... WISHING ALL THE BEST TO JEREMY... PRAYING HARD THAT ITLL ALL BE ALL RIGHT FOR HIM MAN... GOD BLESS YOU DUDE..

(dont kno why but cannot post the zhi lian picts i took...T-T another day perhaps... ha ha... GOD BLESS PPL) =)