things have been happening and i have been realising a lot of things...

how...
I cannot do anything the next day without proper sleep
I don't know/ read much newspaper nowadays
I'm low on cash =(
I get tired way too easily
When I she waves at me I can't help but smile
My classmates are a bunch of fun people
We're united but ununited at the same time
People can pick on you for no reason at all
People who you think is your true friend actually isnt
Friendships are moulded over the years
I suck at history, for now
My teachers actually really want to help, thats if you bother to ask
One call brightened my dark day
That talk made me feel you're closer than I always thoght
You shouldnt feel confident about anything, at all.
Without God's help, nothing is possible...

My guitar playing skills is definitely inferior comapred to jasons, but ill improve and you'll see it in me.. I have a strong interest for music, and if it wasnt for music, i wouldnt have me you would I?.. =)

Congrats to Eterna on being our new pegasus vice capt and Jiaxin on being secretary.. =) my class is a great class honestly.. 1s26 you guys make school alot more interesting and I mean it!..

I have a pile of work before me to be done... till another day people.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! (p.s- i cant get off facebook =/)

WHAT HURTS THE MOST- Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,
D
That don't bother me,
Em7 D C
I can take a few tears now and then and just let em out,
D(no5) Cadd9
I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile,
(D) Em7 (D)
even though goin on with you gone, still upsets me,
Cadd9
there are days every now and again, I pretend I'm ok,
D
But that's a not what gets me


(Chorus)
Em D - Cadd9
What hurts the most, was being so close,
G C-D
and having so much to say, and watching you walk away,
Em D - Cadd9
And never knowin', what could've been,
G Dsus4 D Em7 - D - Cadd9
And not seein that lovin you, is what I was tryin to do

Em7 D Cadd9
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin you everywhere I go,
D
But I'm doin' it,
Em7 D Cadd9
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone,
D
Still harder,
Cadd9 (D)
gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret,
Em7 (D) Cadd9
But I know if I could do it over, I would trade, give away
D
all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken


(Chorus)
Em D - Cadd9
What hurts the most, is being so close,
G C-D
and having so much to say, and watching you walk away,
Em D - Cadd9
And never knowin', what could've been,
G Dsus4 D C-D-C-
And not seein that lovin you, is what I was tryin to do


Hey
(lead - Em - D - Cadd9 - Em - D - Cadd9)


(Chorus)
Em D - Cadd9
What hurts the most, was being so close,
G C D D#m - Em <--walk
and having so much to say,(to say) and watching you walk away,
Em D - Cadd9
And never knowin', what could've been,
G C D G Cadd9
And not seein that lovin you, is what I was tryin to do,
D Em7 - D - Cadd9 = 2x's
And not seein that lovin you, That's what I was tryin to do.
-End-


what hurts the most, was being so close and having so much to say but watching you walk away.. its the feeling i get whenever im with you.. everytime i talk to you in ever want it to end, but it always does in a second... its just that feeling, it really is..

HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY!.. the day God rose from the tomb.. praise the Lord and His holy name!... easter games at church was pretty fun, looking at all the kids run around to look for the eggs you so saddistically try to hide.. lol..

IM JUST TIRED.. i have so much to do and seemingly little time to finish it all...jc life is taking its toll on me once again.. and i feel helpless once again, caught by all that wind...

saturday at sungei buloh with the bowling team was great fun too!.. got me reflecting on lots of stuff, the time in the bird watching tower when the rain flooded the whole place, it was like being in another world... the wind the rain the company.. planting saplings really killed my adidas shoes.. lucky i wasnt wearing any white shoes!.. at least we rooted a few saplings and got to experience a side of nature i never wouldve thought i'd be experiencing... more photos when i get them!


LIFE IS SO TIRING... STUDYING IS SO TIRING.. PEOPLE ARE SO TIRING.. TILL ANOTHER DAY!GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!... all the best to ng jianmin who's probably in BMT now! i'll be keeping you in my prayers bro!.. =)

Dear You,
I don’t know how to tell you this, our romance is over. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on the elephant in the corner. I’m sure you’re frostbitten enough to understand that your smell makes me vomit. I’m returning your love letters to me to you, but I’ll keep the photo with the moustache drawn on it as a memory. You should also know that I mock you behind your back constantly and you ruined my attempts at another world war.

Go drown yourself
Daniel

HERE'S HOW TO WRITE THIS:
1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black - Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When I saw the purple monkey
July – When you put cuffs on me
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your shorts?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Catholic Priest
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself.


then fill in the blanks in The Letter
Dear (someone you recently talked to),
I don't really know how to tell you this,(1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that i (10) and (11).

(12),
Name

spotted this on chermaine's blog and i thought to myself, this is so cool!.. im gonna give it a try.. if youre bored this is definitely one cool way to destress!.. lol just try it!.. hahaha

its Good friday today... service today was pretty meaningful, songs were great and inspirational... i felt God's presence in a unique way today.. today was the day that christ died on the cross, only to rise again 3 days later..He's almighty, he's powerful, praise the Lord!... =)

PLANTING TRESS AT SUNGEI BULO WITH THE BOWLING TEAM, MATHS RETEST, CHEM REDOX, ECONS TEST TO STUDY FOR.. so much things to do, so little time... its life isnt it?

I GOT AN A!!!!! =))

PW RESULTS TODAY!.. and guess what... I GOT AN A!!!!... ecstatic, excited, elated, happy, beyong happy.. getting an A was really unexpected!...A lot of thoughts flew through my mind even before we got into the hall for pw results... I really thought a B or C and i would be happy.. WHO WOULDVE KNOWN!.. the whole class got an A, so congrats to every single on of you awesome people from s18!.. =)) hearts were pounding, tension was high... but when mr tan announced "your class results slips really different from all my classes... YOU ALL GOT AN A!"... tears of happiness, cheers of jubilation, shouts of joy all rang from my once quiet with anticipation classmates... THANK YOU DEAR LORD!

Thanks Mr Francis Tan!.. for being such a great pw teacher..i think it was when our class was under you during the stressful WR, OP times did your positive attitude and motivation really helped us along to get such a great result.. we're proud to be your students, you really taught me a lot... you understand, comprehend and teach magnificently well... =)


NOT FORGETTING THIS BUNCH!.. TEAM A STAR!
what would pw be like without radeya's blurness... gay's precision.. and pl's encouragement... i feel that we are a magnificent team!... p.s- who was the one who said we all sure get A?... lol... this is a team not to be messed with.. and looking at the joy on all their faces, and the great joy i felt, we did it didnt we.. we achieved what we always set out to do... GET OUR A STAR!.. i felt happy for my group memebers.. outing soon!... =)

SR's 2008 pw batch set the bar a record level high!... try and keep up guys.. congrats to all who did well for pw...everyone in srjc who tried and worked hard.. it all payed off, it really did... =)

sort of celebrated after that with photos, pool with church friends and one heck of a meal at ny ny... burp!

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE... GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! (congrats to amos, chloe, sherms, fabs, bry, sash and jon for getting A's as well!)

I GOT INTO SHANGHAI!.. hahah.. my goodness... i get to go for the interview which means im that close to getting to go to gce!.. =)) parthi and aaron's also going to shanghai, which makes it a double plus!.. lol.. shanghai here i come!

i feel unfit... not as fit as i was.. and thats bad isnt it... =/.. i dont see how im going to accomplish the marathon unless i force myself to run harder during pe.. ive lost the love for running, i really have...

lesson with nehemiah was great today!.. i learnt a lot of new things... i learnt a lot on different playing styles and how my tempo is almost always off, because of my lousy strumming patterns.. =(

streamline consumer!... hahahha... had a nice talk with sherms at macs today.. she told me she wanted to "study" with me after ct period.. study you head lah sherms!... if study meant flipping the pages to act like we're studying when the actual fact we were talking.. but i find talking with sherms would mean talking about anything and everything under the sun and i would still feel comfortable to tell her even the mos personal things.. sherms you really are the sheep!...

PW RESULTS COMING OUT ON THURS!! THE STRESS!.. i really hope this team gets an A, cos i know so well that we're the best!.. =))

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE, GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

Daniel took the quiz What is your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)? and the result is Your EQ is 139
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

ROFL!... its pretty accurate dont you agree?.. haha... im a facebook addict! i have to go on to facebook everyday and im proud of it!... =)

i just miss a lot of things lately..

I MISS S18!

I MISS E2!

I MISS CHIANG MAI!

IM SO DISSAPOINTED BY MY LATEST MATHS TEST RESULTS!... =( MATHS HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY ACHILEES HEEL.. damn, im just no good in maths.. retest here i come... okay gtg study for history, cos i plan to ace the first test!.. =))

GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!

five loaves and two fishes =)

I FINISHED MY ECONS ESSAY!.. finally...finally!.. i feel accomplished, i was salcking the whole weekend..=( its not the way to go i know..

"the boy cried out with the innocence of child, he said 'take my five loaves and two fishes and do with them as you will' I surrender.. every single tear i cry is a diamond in his hand, every door that slams in my face ill offer in prayer.. i give you every breath i have, lord you can make miracles, all you need is my amen.. "
-FIVE LOAVES AND TWO FISHES- Corrine May


beautiful song.. meaningful lyrics.. it really shows how God is so powerful and omniscient.. there isnt another God like him.. the king of kings... the prince of peace.. he works wonders in our lives he really does...

i find strength every single week, day, hour, minute, second in the Lord alone... spitirually lost i am without him... I'm having problems with getting myself to do things these few weeks.. ive just gotten so tired after a long day of school, that i dont have any strength and motivation in me... this songs sustains... the Lord sustains..

Her-"We really have to work harder to beat those muggers!"
Me- "Even though im not that talented.. =("
Her- "Dont worry, we're not mugs! we're JUGS!"
Me-" You never fail to amaze me with your retardedness"
Her-"Im not retarded k! I'm creative!"

you seriously are retarded arent you?

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLES AND KEEP ON SMILING! =)) (P.S CHEM LECTURE TEST TOMOROW AND IM NERVOUS TO THE CORE!)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Sherms told me to take this really interesting survey.. i cant remb the link... but it is surprisingly detailed about how i view certain things and honestly its pretty accurate stuff.. lol..

Bowling with the family today was fun!... i scored, 122, 111, 115.. which isnt good enough.. but IM IN LOVE WITH SGCC!.. the serangoon garden country club.. has so much sports facilites and the bowling lane there is top notch!...

okay im craving a lot of things.. im craving more and more bowling.. im craving coffee to keep myself awake to do all this work!... im craving basketball cos netting it is awesome!.. and im craving soccer matches(i cant wait for manu aston villa tomorow).. lastly, im craving to get some order back into my life.. =))

IM GOING TO SHOW HER!... TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING! =))

optimism brings about comfort... pessimism brings about things you would never have thought of... i know that everyone's telling me, jc life is so not easy, how you cope last year?... ive learnt that optimism and hardwork is all it takes in jc life.. you dont have to think beyond that... if you say even before the exams that you're going to fail.. then half the battle will be lost wont it?.. just tell jc life to "bring it" like sherms always tells me.. its quite obvious that if you puncture yourself now you'll die off.. or if you stress yourself too much now, you'll burst... its hard, it really is...

marathon training hasnt been going to plan at all... =/.. i dont know why i have almost no motivation for anything at all... =(

i feel like its back to the old days.. when i reach home, im just too tired to do anything else but fall on my bed and wait for my 6.15 alarm to ring.. its a habit i seriously have to kick...

ITS FINALLY THE WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SINCE MON! =))

till another day people.. tests, work, assignments... =( GOD BLESS AND KEEP SMILING!

you!

we talked on the bus today!!!... hahaha!.. okay im getting so excited for no reason at all... it was great finally to talk to you again... it was really great!... seriously youre one of the rare few that i know that is more stressed for the syf's than for the j2 life you're in now...lol.. i wish you all the best and i know youre going to do yoiurslef proud!.. =)

a lot of things have been happening all through the week.. first it was that particular day.. that particular incident.. that made me so angry.. it was the last straw for me.. i really dont like being treated this way.. i just dont feel like i deserve such treatment.. and i used to feel so much more at home with you all around.. honestly.. what kind of screw up world is this turning in to?..

ITS THURSDAY!!.. in the blink of an eye.. my friends have been an inspirational bunch.. and i just realised i know so many secrets, im the class secret bin... lol..

work hasnt been easy and its been piling up... ive been going back to procrastinating again.. and everytime i come back home i just feel so tired that i collapse on my bed not getting up till 6... dear Lord i need your strenght to pull me through this year...


AIN'T NO SUNSHINE WHEN SHE'S GONE- Kris Allen

"Well there ain't no sunshine when she's gone, everytime she goes away..."
there really is no sunshine when youre gone.. youre smile brings that sunshine back into my life... really it does.. =)

i have been getting back assignments and tests.. and its been going really well so far.. im setting myself a target.. to try and not fail anything all the way to midyears!.. maybe a little hard for math but ill try my best!.. =)) i thank all the friends who've been there for me one way or the other.. i thank you all!

TILL ANOTHER DAY PEOPLE.. GOD BLESS AND KEEP ON SMILING!! =))